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hfdsy kfrn lwgy sdmyN nfl mrIjF vfly mMjy Au-wpr byhosL peI rjnI dy suMdr srIr nUM qwk ky zfktr bqry ny vfr vfr duhrfieaf, "KUbsUrq, byhwd KUbsUrq, eynI KUbsUrqI awgy qF solF isLMgfr vI iPwky hn." zfktr bqry ny rjnI dy srIr nUM bVI rOckqf nfl Pyr vyiKaf aqy vyKdf vyKdf socI igaf ik ZfeI rupY gj vflf sUt rjnI ny pihinaf hoieaf hY. Auh ikMnF kImqI lwgdf hY? keI husn kImqI hfr isLMgfr lfAux nfl suhxy lwgdy hn pr rjnI dy pihny hoey swsqy Bfa dy bsqr Ausdy husn ny ikMny kImqI bxf idwqy hn? rjnI dy srIr vl vyK vyK zfktr bqry dI hYrfnI vDdI geI. ijs mMjy Au-wpr rjnI mrIj bxky ZUeI Bfr byhosL peI hY.zfktr bqry nUM Aus jgfh kol af ky skUMn imldf. smF sikMtF ivwc hI igixaf jf skdf hY jdoN zfktr bqry ny Aus jgfh nUM Cwizaf hovy aqy jF iPr afpxI ingfh iksy hor mrIjL vwl kIqI hovy.
ivsfK mhIny dy aMqly idn hn. awj svyr qoN hI afsmfn Au-wqy bwdlF dI Gol ny sUrj nhIN inklx idwqf. ipMzoN sLihr vwl kflj jFx vflI bws ivwc bYTI rjnI ny vyiKaf ik ikvyN awj iksfnf nUM Bwj dOV peI hoeI hY? koeI boHl AuVf irhf hY. koeI kxk dIaF borIaF nUM gwizaF Au-wpr lwd irhf hY. iksy Psl Au-wpr iksfn suhfgf Pyr rhy hn. koeI vwZI hoeI KyqI nUM vwzIaF vwzIaF qRpYlF nfl Zwk irhf hY aqy iksy bHol Au-wpr koeI lflf afpxy hwQ ivwc bhI PVI qwk kol KVf hY. bws awgy qurdI geI pr rjnI Aus qwk vfly bHol vwl afpxf isr Gumf ky qwkdI rhI. Aus iksfn dI hfVI vflI Psl df lyKf joKf krdI rhI. jd iewk Dmfkf ijhf hoieaf qF rjnI ny aglI sIt nUM Guwt ky PV ilaf. hux AuvyN hI Auh afpxIaF muwTIaF mItI, hspqfl ivwc mrIjF vfly mMjy Au-wpr bysurq peI hY.
KulHI iKVkI rfhIN TMZI TMZI Puhfr afeI. zfktr bqry ny lMmf sfh ilaf. jd rjnI ny byhosLI ivwc pfsf ilaf qF zfktr bqry dy buwlF Au-wpr muskRfht afeI. bfhr jLor nfl buVbuiVaF vflf mINh df Crftf ipaf qF mOsm hor rmxIk ho igaf. hfdsy nfl jLKmIN hoey hoey lokF dIaF cIkF kurlfhtF mINh dI irmiJwm irmiJwm dI afvfjL ivwc alop huMdIaF geIaF. zfktr bqry ny bfhr vwl bVy gOh nfl vyiKaf ik mINh dIaF DrflF kfrn ingfh bhuqI dUr qwk nf jFdI. rjnI dy ichry vwl vyK ky rwb df sLukr gujLfrdf ik rjnI dy srIr nUM koeI swt-pyt nhIN afeI. rjnI df hfdsy vfly sdmyN nUM shfr nf skxf zfktr bqry nUM lwgdf ik ijMnI rjnI KUbsUrq lgdI hY Aus qoN keI guxf Ausdf idl kmjLor hY. iPr iKafl krdf ik Auh srIrk pKoN kmjLor nhIN hY. jykr Auh bws ivwc bYTI aglI sIt nUM Guwt ky nf PV skdI huMdI qd bfkI svfrIaF vFg AusdIaF vI hwzIaF pwslIaF tuwt jFdIaF.
imMt imMt bfad mINh jLor qoN jLor PVdf igaf. mINh dI Jrl Jrl vflI avfjL ny zfktr bqry dy idl dI DVkn nUM vI qOjL kr idwqf. kflK vFg Guly hoeO bwdlF nfl kmry aMdr hoey Gusmusy ivwc Auh afpxy afp nUM iewklf msUs krdf. AusdI hflq vyK ky nrsF vI hYrfn ho geIaF ik zfktr bqrf rjnI dI klfeI PVH ky ikAuN vfr vfr AusdI nBjL pCfx irhf hY? nrsF ieh nhIN jfxdIaF sn ik rjnI dI bIxI nUM hwQ ivwc PVn nfl zfktr bqry dI idl dI DVkn nUM rhfAu imldf hY. hux jd zfktr bqry dIaF Au-NglF hOT rjnI dI nbjL afeI qd eIrKf nfl BrI hoeI iewk nrs zfktr bqry kol afx ky puwCdI,"zfktr sfihb, kI ies mrIjL dI hflq bhuq gMBIr hY ijhVf qusIN vfr vfr nbjL pCfx rhy ho?"
"bs hux ivcfrI mOq dy mUMh ivwcoN inkl geI hY. qusIN hr ds imMt bfad ies dI nbjL dI rPqfr nUM vyKdy rihxf." zfktr bqry ny ies qrHF kihky nrs nUM smJfieaf.
"zfktr sfihb hux qusIN ds imMt dI gwl krdy ho pr afp qF qusIN ies mrIjL koloN ds sikMt vI dUr nhIN hoey." nrs ny zf:
bqry nUM Xfd krvfieaf."ies mrIjL nUM bhuq gihrf sdmF phuMcf hY. rwb dI dieaf nfl ieh ivcfrI mOq dy mUMh ivwcoN prqI hY." zfktr bqry ny ieh dsky mrIjL dI hflq bfry nrs nUM jfxU krvfieaf.
"myry iKafl ivwc qF zfktr sfihb keI mrIjL qF ies nfloN vI ijLafdf gMBIr siQwqI ivwcoN gujLr rhy hn. QF QF qoN tuwtIaF hwzIaF dy drdF nfl kurlf rhy hn. keIaF dy jKLmF ivwcoN lgfqfr KUn bih irhf hY. jykr AunHF dy bihMdy KUn nUM bMd nf kIqf igaf qF Auh jLrUr pRfx iqafg dyxgy." ieh kihky nrs ny zfktr bqry dI bfkI mrIjLF vloN axgihlI icqfr idwqI.
"iPr qusIN eyQy kI krdy ho? jfAu jf ky AunHF dy jLKLmF Au-wpr pwtIaF bMnHo. qFhIE AunHF dy jLKLmF df KUn bMd hovygf." zfktr bqry ny nrs nUM hdfieq kIqI.
"quhfzI iejLfjq ibnHF
..... ."zfktr bqry ny nrs dI gwl kwtidaF hoieaF afiKaf,"mrIjL BfvyN mr jfvy, qusIN myrI iejLfjq dI hI AuzIk krI jfeIE. quhfnUM Pst-eyz krn df qF pUrf pUrf aiDkfr hY. jfAu jf ky afpxf kMm kro aqy myry kMm ivwc jLrf dKLl Gwt idAu."
nrs afpxf PrjL inBfAuNdI hoeI AuQoN qur peI. rjnI ny prqy hoey pfsy nUM iPr ZUeI Bfr kr ilaf. bfhr mINh lgfqfr mohlyDfr pY irhf hY. zfktr
bqry ny iKVkI ivwcoN bfhr vwl Jfikaf. hspqfl dy ivhVy dy ivckfr Au-wgy aMb dy drwKq dy pwqy mINh ny Do ky sfP kr idwqy.
pwiqaF df rMg hrf kcUr inkl afieaf. plwqx vfly pwqy JVky jmIn Au-wpr izgdy hI iqwqr-ibwqr hoeI jFdy. jd vgdI hnyrI nfl aMb dy drwKq dIaF tfhxIaF JUldIaF qd pwiqaF ivwc luky sMDUrI rMgy aMb zfktr bqry nUM sfP idKfeI idMdy. ijvyN kuwJ iKafl af jFdf hY. zfktr bqry ny afpxI ingfh drwKq vtoN htf ky jd rjnI dI ihwkVI vwl GumfeI qF sMDUrI rMg vyK ky iewk lMmF hAukf Brdy hoey ny afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF. Ausny iKVkI ivwcoN afAuNdI hvf nUM afpxy nwk rfhIN aMdr lMGf ilaf. kMD kol kol lwgI PulvfVI ivwcoN PuwlF aqy klIaF dIaF sugMDIaF DrqI ny afpxy ipMzy ivwcoN AuVdI qpsL ivwc Gol leIaF. ijnHF sugMDF nUM suMG suMG ky bMdf qF kI Bgvfn df mn vI rumFsmeI ho jfvy. iPr ies suhfvxy mOsm ivwc zfktr bqry dy mn mclx nUM kOx dosLI krfr dy skdf hY? zfktr bqry ny sLyKiclI vFg afpxy mn ivwc iKaflF dy lwzU Borny sLurU kr idwqy. Auh ikafsdf jykr rjnI AusdI jIvn sfQx bx jfvy qF ies mOsm dI kImq anmol ho jfvygI. Auh rjnI nfl afpxf Gr vsf ky ajyhy mOsm smyN mflH-pUVy bxf bxf ky Kfieaf krngy. rjnI nUM hosL ivwc ilafAux leI Ausny sfry qrIky AuplbwD kr ley. Ausny juafnI ivwc pYr Drn vfly idn qoN lYky awj qwkdy afpxy bIqy jIvn df mulFkx kIqf. ijAuN ijAuN afpxy aqIq bfry socdf,AusnUM msUs huMdf ik Ausdy pYrF hOToN jmIn inkldI jFdI hY. Ausdf pihlf ipafr pfxI dy buwlbly vFg alop ho igaf. dUsrf ipafr srIr Au-wpr pey Cfly vFg iPws igaf. qIsrf ipafr ryq dy phfV vFg jLmfny dI hvf nfl AuV igaf. cOQf ipafr pqMgy vFg pr jlf ky bih igaf.
rjnI ny afpxI byhosLI nUM qoVdI hoeI ny afpxIaF awKF pwtIaF. gyrU rMgIaF awKIaF zfktr bqry dIaF ingfhF ivwc rMg Br geIaF. rjnI ny zOrI-BOrI hoeI ny afpxy afly duafly vyiKaf aqy afpxI afdq anusfr zfktr bqry vwl vyK ky muskrf peI. zfktr bqry ny Jwt nIvyN hoky AusdIaF awKF ivwc bhuq lfgy hoky vyiKaf. ijvyN rjnI dIaF awKF ivwc bMd syk KulH ky zfktr bqry dIaF awKF nUM lwg igaf hovy. Ausny afpxIaF awKF nUM bMd krky KolHidaF hoeiaF afiKaf," jLrf jIB bfhr kwZo."
"jI" rjnI ny mDr afvfjL ivwc Au-wqr idwqf.
"afpxI jIB nUM bfhr kwZo." zfktr bqry ny afpxI jIB bfhr
kwZky ivKfldy hoey ny afiKaf. rjnI ny afpxI lfl sUhI kysUaF dy pwiqaF vrgI jIB sfrI dI sfrI bfhr kwZ idwqI. zfktr bqry ny koeI inrxf lYNdy hoey ny afpxy buwlF Au-wpr muskRfht ilaFdI aqy rjnI nUM afiKaf,"kho afh."
" afh ." rjnI Jtf-pwt afK geI.
zfktr bqry ny sLIsLy vFg cmkdy Ausdy bwqI dy bwqI dMd igxidaF hoieaF iPr afiKaf," jLrf lmkf ky kho afh af."
rjnI ny iPr lMmF sfh Brky afiKaf,"afh af."
"bs iblkul TIk." kihky zfktr bqrf sfvDfn hoky KVo igaf.
"zfktr sfihb jI Aus qwk vfly boHl df kI hoieaf?" rjnI ny qRwBk ky puwiCaf.
"ikhVf qwk vflf boHl?" zfktr ny bVI hYrfnI jfhr krdy hoey puwiCaf.
koeI hor jvfb dyx qoN pihlF rjnI ny afpxIaF awKF iPr mIt leIaF.
hux bfhr mINh vI QoVf QoVf QMm igaf. ijAuN ijAuN mINh df jLor Gtdf igaf iqAuN iqAuN mrIjLF dIaF cIkF hor Au-wcIaF suxfeI dyx lwgIaF. zfktr bqry nUM mrIjLF df iclfAuNxf iblkul nhIN Bfieaf. Auh afpxy isr nUM JMjoVdf hoieaf afpxy Aus dPqr ivwc jf bYTf ijs ivwc bYT ky Ausdy idmfg nUM siQrqf, rUh nUM sMkUn aqy srIr nUM cYn imldf sI pr awj ies dPqr ivwc bYiTaF ies sB qoN ivprIq huMdf. lohVy df isr drd, srIr bycYn, rUh ivwc Auqsukqf aqy idmfg ivwc keI qrHF dy iKafl Gumdy. afpxI kursI Au-wpr bYiTaF Ausny vyiKaf ijhVI nrs Aus nfl af ky mrIjLF bfry gwlF krdI sI, hux AuhI nrs rjnI vwl vD rhI hY. hOlI hOlI jFdI nrs rjnI dy mMjy kol izwTI kursI Au-wpr bYTdI hoeI ny rjnI dI nbjL vyKxI sLurU kr idwqI. rjnI ny afpxf isr nrs vwl AultfAuNdI hoeI ny puwiCaf," ikAuN BYx jI mYN TIk qF hF?"
"hF qusIN qF iblkul TIk ho pr iPr vI pqf nhIN zfktr jI quhfzy bfry eyny prysLfn ikAuN hn? pMj GMty ho gey hn jfh qF zfktr sfihb jI ny iksy hor mrIjL nUM vyiKaf vI hovy. jykr vyiKaf vI hY qF sikMtF ivwc iPr quhfzy kol vfps af jFdy sn." nrs ny zfktr dI rjnI vwl hmdrdI drsfeI.
"bhuq cMgy afdmI hn." rjnI ny afpxy Au-wpr hoeI imhrbfnI df ihwq ijqfieaf.
"quhfzy vfsqy cMgy hoxgy, ijhnF mrIjLF df KUn bih bih ky nuwcV igaf hY aqy hux mrn iknfry pey hn. Auh kd zfktr jI nUM cMgf kihxgy." ies qrHF kihky nrs ny iewk TMZf hAukf ilaf.
"hYN ! ieh qF bhuq byiensfPI hY. zfktr vfsqy qF sfry mrIjL iewk jhy hI hoxy cfhIdy hn." rjnI ny hYrfngI nfl afiKaf.
"rwb vI hr iewk afdmI nUM iewko ijhI njLr nfl nhIN vyKdf. Auh vI bMdy dy krmF muqfbk afpxI ingfh bMdy vwl krdf hY. zfktr qF afp iewk iensfn hY. Blf Auh ikAuN nf sohxI-kohxI sUrq df iKafl kry." nrs ny ieMJ kihMdI hoeI ny afpxy idl df Bfr hOlf kr ilaf.
ajyhf sux ky rjnI ny afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF. nrs ny AusdI nbjL Cwz idwqI. rjnI nUM iKafl afieaf jd Auh inwkI huMdI sI. hr koeI AuusnUM kuwCV cuwkdf aqy cuMm cuMm ky Ausdf mUMh Kf lYNdf. bcpn ivwc hr iewk lVkf Aus nfl KyzF Kyzx leI qVPdf. jd kdy Gr ivwc koeI glqI kfrn AusnUM mfr jF iJVk pYNdI qF aigE hws pYx krky AusdI mF kihMdI huMdI sI,"ijhVIaF kuVIaF bhuq dMd kwZdIaF rihx AunHF nUM vr bhuq kupwqy juVdy huMdy hn." rjnI nUM Xfd afAuNdf ik bfpU kihMdf huMdf sI," mYN ies kuVI nUM kI iJVkF? jd kuwJ GUr ky kihMdf hF qF ieh TwgxI awigE hws pYNdI hY." bs ies qrHF mfipaF dIaF iJVkF qoN bcx leI duwK-suwK vyly vI hmysLf hwsdI rhI. ijs df asr ik hr gwl nUM muskRf ky krn leI AusdI afdq hI bx geI. muitafr hoeI qF hr hfxI cUMZI vwZ ky kihMdf,"hfey sohxIey !"
sohxI sohxI dI ies bolI ny Ausdy mn ivwcoN Ausdf sfrf suhwpx kluwj ky bfhr suwt idwqf. nrs koloN ies suhwpx df sLbd suxky Ausdf kMn Aukqf igaf. Kbry qFhIE hux Ausny afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF sn. rjnI dI nbjL CzdI hoeI nrs zfktr dy dPqr aMdr vVky kihMdI," zfktr sfihb rjnI qF hux iblkul TIk hY. jd mYN AusnUM disaf ik lgfqfr pMj
GMty qoN AusnUM surq idvfAuNx vfsqy zfktr sfihb ny afpxI awK nhIN JmkI qF rjnI ny ieh sux ky afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF."
zfktr ny afpxy mn ivwc hI soicaf," ivcfrI sLrmf geI hoxI af." ies gwl nUM afpxy buwlF Au-wpr nf ilafANdf hoieaf nrs nUM kihMdf hY,"bfkI sB mrIjLF nUM cMgI qrHF vyK ilaf hY ik nhIN?"
"hF jI, hux sB mrIjLF dy jLKmF Au-wpr pwtIaF aqy hor Xog EhV-pohV kr idwqy gey hn. mYnUM lgdf zfktr sfihb jI hux quhfzI ishq TIk nhIN hY. qusIN bhuq Qwk gey lgdy ho. qusIN afpxI mfnsk siQwqI vwl jLrf qvwjo idE."nrs tkor lfANdI hoeI dPqr Cwz geI.
"bhuq Qwk gey ho." nrs dy khy sLbd zfktr dy mn ivwc hI KuwB gey. Ausny mn ivwc soicaf ik mYN srIr dy QkyvyN nUM qF QkyvF smJdf hI nhIN hF. ijhVf ipafr dIaF mMjlF nUM CUhx leI dOVF mfrdf mn Qwk cuwkf hY. Ausdf QkyvF iPr msUs hox lwg ipaf hY. Ausny soicaf aOrq df afkfr hr mrd ny afpxy mn Au-wpr qF kI hr sLUKm ieMdrIaF AuNwpr Aukiraf hoieaf huMdf hY. ijvyN rgV nfl awg blHdI hY. cuMbk nfl lohf lgdf hY. pfrs nfl sonf bxdf hY. eysy qrHF afdmI awgy jd Ausdy mn ivwc visaf aOrq df afkfr sfhmxy afANudf hY qF AusdI kfm-cysLtf Auqyijq ho jFdI hY. ieh klpq kIqf hoieaf afkfr jykr afdmI dy sfhmxy sfrI Aumr rhy qd afdmI kdy buwZf nf hovy. cfhq hI hvs hY aqy hvs hI ipafr hY. kFsL! ik myry sfhmxy vI rjnI vrgf afkfr sdf rhy. mF bfp inwq JgVf rwKdy hn ik mYN ies Grfxy dI kuVI nfl ivafh krvfvF jF Aus Grfxy dI kuVI nfl ivafh krvfvF pr jd mYN AunHF kuVIaF nUM vyKdf hF qF myry aMdro ipafr mnPI ho jFdf hY.ajyhf socidaF shcidaF Ausdy dPqr ivwc pey PUn dI GMtI vwjdI hY. PUn nUM cuwk ky zfktr bqrf jI kihMdy hn,"hYlo."
"hYlo puwqr! kI gwl awj qyrI afvfjL nUM kI hoieaf?" AusdI mF rfDf ny iPkrmMd huMdI hoeI ny puwiCaf.
"koeI gwl nhIN mF mYN qF iblkul TIk hF." zfktr bqry ny sMBldy hoey ny afpxI mF nUM jvfb idwqf.
"awCf puwqr qYnUM Xfd hY awj afpF kuVI vfilaF dy Gr kuVI vOKx jfxf hY. CyqI Gr vfps af jfvIN." AusdI mF ny AusnUM Xfd krfAuNdI hoeI ny qfgId kIqI.
"mF kuVI nUM awj jrUrI vOKx jfxf hY. iPr iksy idn nhIN jf skdy." zfktr bqry ny afpxI mF awgy qrlf pfieaf.
"nhIN puwqr ipCly hPqy df qyrI slfh nfl hI AunHF nUM afiKaf hoieaf hY. puwqr cMgy Gr inwq inwq nhIN lwBdy huMdy." AusdI mF rfDf ny AusnUM smJfieaf.
"mF qUM aYvyN nf myrf bhuq iPkr kiraf kr. mYN afpxf afp hux sMBfl skdf hF. (QoVf socky) awCf qusIN iPkr nf kro, mYN vkq isr Gr phuMc jfvFgf." ieh aFK ky zfktr bqry ny gwl nbyV ky PUn bMd kr idwqf.
afpxI mF dI gwl sux ky rjnI nfl gwl krn dI dlyrI Ausdy mn ivwc hor vD geI. Auh afpxI kursI Au-wqoN Au-wiTaf aqy iswDf rjnI dy mMjy kol izwTI kursI Au-wpr jf bYTf. Auh afpxI qmMnf rjnI nUM dsLx leI boilaf qF bfhr iewk dm ibjlI cmkI aqy bVy jLor nfl bwdl gVikaf. zfktr bqry dI afvfjL bwdlF dI gVkx ivwc guafc geI. afsmfn ivwc cuwp ho jfx nfl kmry dIaF kMDF siQr hoeIaF aqy zfktr bqry nUM sLFqI imlI qF Ausny rjnI nUM iPr afiKaf,"sLukr hY, quhfnUM hosL af geI."
"ieh quhfzI hI imhrbfnI hoeI hY zfktr sfihb jI." rjnI ny DImI afvfjL ivwc bVy aMdfjL nfl afiKaf.
"bMdy dy hwQ bs qF kuwJ nhIN hY, krn krfAux vflf qF iewko rwb hI hY. nfly kihMdy huMdy hn ik vDI dy sO ielfj huMdy hn. bMdy dI qF isrP koesLsL hI huMdI hY."zfktr bqry ny afpxI imhrbfnI nUM CpfAuNx vfsqy afiKaf.
"bMdf hI bMdf df dfrU hY. BlfeI vI bygrjL hI soBdI hY." rjnI ny Au-wqr idwqf.
"ieh qF zfktr hox dy nfqy mrIjLF dI dyK Bfl aqy ielfj krnf myrf Prj sI. jykr burf nf mMno qF mYN iewk gwl sMjog vflI krnf cfhuMdf hF. ikvyN afp jI nfl svyry hfdsf hoieaf? ijs kfrn quhfzI mulfkfq myry nfl ho geI. nhIN qF ikQy imlxf sI afpF? ikAuNik qusIN hux pUrI surq ivwc ho. mYN quhfzy nfl afpxy mn dI iewk gwl krnf cfhuMdf hF. jy burf nf mnfAu qF mYN quhfnUM kuwJ puwC skdf hF."zfktr bqry ny rjnI koloN iejLfjq mMgI.
"hF jI,puwCx vflI gwl jrUr puwCo. iksy gwl nUM afpxy idl ivwc dbf ky rwKogy qF iewk idn lfvf bxky PtygI. dUjI gwl ieh vI hY ik vfrqflfp nfl hI pkyrI sFJ pYNdI hY." rjnI ny ies qrHF aFK ky zfktr bqry nUM hOslf idwqf.
"rjnI awj mYN afpxI sMBfvI jIvn sfQx nUM vyKx ies leI jf irhf hF ik Auh myry Xog vI hY ik nhIN? myry Gr vfilaF bVy bVy Au-wcy Grfxy vflIaF kuVIaF nfl myrI mulfkfq krvfeI hY,pr mYnUM AunHF ivwcoN koeI vI psMd nhIN afeI."zfktr bqry ny rjnI nUM afpxy idl dI gwl dwsI.
bfhr bwdl dI gVkx nfl iewk vfr iPr cuwp aqy idlF ivwc DVkx iCV peI. rjnI ny DVkdy idl nUM sMBfldI hoeI ny puwiCaf,"ikAuN ! psMd ikAuN nhIN afeI?"
"ijhnF vwl vyK ky mn Auksfey hI nf,AunHF nfl aglyrI gwl krn df kI lfB hovygf. bs eysy krky hI Btkdf hF. quhfnUM vyK ky myry mn ivwc moh jfigaf hY."zfktr bqry ny bVy ijgry nfl rjnI nUM ies qrHF afiKaf.
"zfktr sfihb ieh jrUrI nhIN ik ijs vwl qwikaf quhfzf idl DVkdf hovy qF awgy KVOqy dUsry vjUd df vI idl DVkx lwg jfey." rjnI ny zfktr bqry dy idl dy vihm nUM inivrq krn leI afiKaf.
"myry kol Au-wc kotI df ikwqf hY. pwkI nOkrI hY. myry kol jfiedfd hY,kfr hY. mYN juafn hF. myry AuNwpr rwb dI ikRpf nfl rMg-rUp hY. mYN qMdrusq hF. ies sB kuwJ nUM ikhVI aOrq nf psMd krygI?" ieh kih ky zfktr bqry ny afpxIaF KUbIaF rjnI nUM dwsIaF.
"ies sB kuwJ nUM pihlF qF mYN hI psMd nhIN krdI,hor iksy nUM kI puwCxf hY? mYN afpxy hox vfly jIvn sfQI nUM iblkul grIb hoxf psMd krdI hF." zfktr bqry nUM rjnI ny afpxy idl dI gwl dwsI.
"rjnI dunIaF aMdr iewk pYsf hI prDfn hY. mfieaf qoN ibnF jIx vflIaF swDrF mr jFdIaF hn." zfktr bqry ny rjnI nUM pYisaF dI loV bfry icMqk kIqf.
"zfktr jI jIvn qF sMgrfm hY. ijs nUM Piqh krn leI duwK AuTfAuNxy pYNdy hn aqy ijwq ky suwK prfpq huMdf hY." rjnI ny zfktr bqry dy svfl df Au-wqr idwqf.
"rjnI jd afdmI iewklf huMdf hY. iPr pYsy kol Gwt vI hox qF afdmI afpxf gujLfrf aOKf sOKf kr hI lYNdf hY. ijvyN ijvyN prvfr vwDdf jFdf hY iqvyN iqvyN AunHF dy duwK-suwK vMzfAuNx leI pYisaF dI jrUrq pYNdI hY. jd isr Au-wpr peIaF ijLMmyvfrIaF kfrn afdmI pYsf kmfAux vloN asmrwQ ho jFdf hY. Aus smyN jmF kIqf hoieaf pYsf afdmI dy kMm afAuNdf hY."zfktr bqry ny ieh kih ky pYsy dI loV bfry rjnI nUM smJfieaf.
"zfktr sfihb prvfr afdmI afp vDfAuNdf hY. afpxI hvs dI sMqusLtf dI isKr nUM phuMcx lwigaf afAux vflIaF ijLMmyvfrIaF nUM Buwl jFdf hY. mYN vI aOrq hF. hr jnxI vFg mYN vI cfhuMdI hF ik myrI vI kuwK hrI hovy. mYnUM ies gwl df vI pqf hY ik dunIaF AuNwpr lwKF kroVF vsqUaF vwD qoN vwD suwK afrfmF vfsqy AuplbwD ho rhIaF hn. ieh jrUrI nhIN Auh sB vsqUaF afdmI nUM afpxy suwK afrfm leI vrqxIaF cfhIdIaF hn. rUh nUM ijMnI sLFqI sfdf jIvn ibqfAuNx nfl prfpq huMdI hY,EnI kImqI cIjLF nfl Gr Br ky nhIN imldI. ies krky mYN cfhuMdI hF ik mYN dwsF nOhF dI ikrq kmfeI kr ky afpxy hox vfly prvfr dI prvirsL krF." rjnI ny zf: bqry nUM dlIl nfl smJfieaf.
aOrqF kMm krn leI pYNdf nhIN huMdIaF. aOrqF mrdF dy mn-pRcfvy leI pYdf huMdIaF hn aqy mrd aOrqF dIaF jLrUrqF nUM pUrf krn leI kMm krdy hn. eysy qrHF ieh sMsfr awgy cldf hY." zf: bqry ny rjnI nUM sPfeI pysL kIqI.
"zf: sfihb jI ies gwl nUM Buwlxf nhIN cfhIdf ik jykr aOrqF, mrdF dy mn pRcfvy leI pYdf huMdIaF hn qd ievyN ikAuN nhIN ho skdf ik aOrqF dy mn pRcfvy vfsqy mrd pYdf huMdy hn."rjnI ny zf: bqry nUM pRqIkUl Au-wqr idwqf.
"kMm krn kr ky aOrqF df suhwpx mr jFdf hY. aOrqF dy suhwpx mr jfx nfl afdmI dI kfm-cysLtf mr jFdI hY. kfm-cysLtf dy mr jfx nfl afdmI dy idl ivwcoN ipafr muwk jFdf hY. ipafr rihq jIvn JgVflU ho jFdf hY. JgVy kfrn ijLMdgI dI qfxI hI AulJ jFdI hY." zf: bqry ny rjnI nUM jIvn PlsPf smJfieaf.
"jykr kMm kridaF aOrq df suhwpx mr jFdf hY qF kMm kridaF QkyvyN kfrn mrdF dI aOrqF pRqI ruwcI vI mr jFdI hY,ijhVI ik aOrq kdy vI brdfsLq nhIN kr skdI. aOrq lwK suhxI sunwKI hovy pr jykr Ausdf cirwqr TIk nhIN qF Auh kdy vI afpxy mrd koloN suwK nhIN pf skdI. ies krky aOrq df husn nhIN aOrq df isLsLtfcfr hI afdmI dI kfm-cysLtf nUM Auqyijwq krdf hY."rjnI ny zf: bqry dy idl dy vihm nUM kwZx dI koisLsL ivwc afiKaf.
"vOKo rjnI jI mYN afpxy Dur idloN quhfnUM ies ZMg nfl cfhuMdf hF ik qusIN myrI jIvn sfQx bxo. jykr quhfzy mn ivwc myry leI sLrDf hY qF mYN eyQy suxn leI bVI Auw-wqsukqf nfl bYTf hF. iksy vI pRBfv nUM iewk pfsy krdy hoey qusIN afpxy mn dI gwl mYnUM sfP sfP kih skdy ho." zf: bqry ny afpxI gwl mukfAux vfsqy rjnI nUM pwiCaf.
"qusIN myry ivwc aYsI ikhVI KUbI vyKI hY,ijhVI mYN quhfnUM eynI psMd hF." rjnI ny zf: bqry koloN puwiCaf.
"quhfzy suhwpx ny mYnUM sLudfeI kr idwqf hY. qusIN myrI klpnf ho. myrf Dn sfrf quhfzf Dn hY." zf: bqry ny ipafr dI iBwiKaf prfpq krn vfsqy rjnI awgy afpxf pwlf awizaf aqy bfhr vwl vyiKaf ik hOlI hOlI mINh Gtdf Gtdf afsmfn Au-wpr inMbl ho igaf hY. jd rjnI zf: bqry dI gwl df Au-wqr dyx lwgI qF zf: bqry ny bfhr vwl iPr vyiKaf ik afsmfn Au-wpr sqrMgI pING pY geI hY aqy dUr idwshwdy vwl sFvlIaF bdlIaF ivwcoN cmkfry nfl bhuq mwDm jhI bdlF dI gVkx suxfeI idwqI.
"zf: sfihb jI swcI gwl qF ieh hY ik amIr lokF leI aOrq iewk Auqfr huMdI hY aqy grIbF dI aOrq iewjLq huMdI hY. eysy kr ky mYN Dnvfn jIvx sfQI dI Bfl ivwc nhIN hF."rjnI ny zf: bqry nUM sfP sfP afK idwqf.
"qusIN suhwpx dI dyvI ho. mYN suhwpx df pjfrI hF. afpxI joVI KUb bx skdI hY rjnI."zf:ny rjnI dy mn nUM BrmfAux vfsqy iPr afiKaf.
"bs myrf iewk suhwpx hI quhfnUM psMd hY. hor kuwJ nhI."rjnI ny zf: bqry koloN svfl puwiCaf.
"jI hF, rjnI jI mYnUM qusIN sfrI dunIaf ivwcoN suMdr idwsdy ho. qusIN bhuq KUbsUrq ho." zf: bqry ny rjnI dy husn dI isPq kridaF hoieaF afiKaf.
"zf: sfihb jI burf nf mnfieE, mYN quhfzy nfl sfrI Aumr nhIN inBf skdI." rjnI ny PYslf suxf idwqf.
"ieh kI buJfrq hY? qusIN sfrI Aumr myry nfl ikAuN nhIN inBf skdy?"zf: ny rjnI dI mrjI puwCI.
"rjnI ny afdq anusfr muskRfAuNdI hoeI ny afiKaf,"afpxf idl Qfm ky sUxo. zf: sfihb jI ieh husn myry Au-wpr sfrI Aumr nhIN rhygf. myry suBf, myrI akl aqy myrIaF adfvF nUM smJx vflf iewk grIb gBrU myrIaF njLrF ivwc hY. ijs nfl mYN sfrI Aumr inBf skdI hF. ikAuNik ijAuN ijAuN myrI Aumr vzyrI hovygI iqAuN iqAuN myry igafn ivwc vfDf huMdf jfvygf. ijs kfrn mYN grIb gBrU dI psMd nUM hor pRPuwlq krdI rhUMgI aqy sdf suhfgx rhMUgI. quhfzy nfl irsLqf joV ky mYN jIAuNdy jIa zuhfgx nhIN bxnf cfhuMdI." ieMJ afK ky rjnI zf: bqry vwl vyK ky iPr muskRf peI.
rjnI dI muskRfht nUM qwk ky muskRfAuNdy hoey zf: bqry ny afpxy gl ivwc ltkdIaF tUtIaF nUM lfihaf aqy afpxf icwtf kot lfh ky afpxy dPqr ivwc tMgdf hoieaf Gr vwl jFdf jFdf bUV-buVfieaf, "KUbsUrq, bhuq KUbsUrq, bhuq hI KUbsUrq iKafl hY."
jd Auh hspqfl qoN bfhr inkilaf Ausdy idmfg ivwc igafn df cfnx sI aqy bfhr afsmfn Au-wpr sUrj cmk irhf sI.
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"neIN mMmI bjLfr nUM mYN nUMkwlI ny neIN jfxF." rfjI ny afpxI sws krqfrI dy kVby svfl df AuNwqr idwqf. rfjI BfvyN icrF qoN hI iksy smyN iewklI bjLfr jfxf cfhuMdI hoeI vI, krqfrI df ierfdf BFpx leI ieMJ afK geI.
"Kfx pIx vflIaF cIjLF qyrI mF ilafeygI. afp qF Kfx leI hr vyly mUVHf zfh lYNnI eyN. bwkrI aFgU sfrI idhfVI mUMh mfrdI kuwJ nf kuwJ crdI rihMdI eyN. kMm kfr vyly huwJqF ikMnIaF pVHdI af. irsLqf krn vyly qyrf py kihMdf nf Qwkdf ik kuVI ny cfr nUMaf-lwvlnUM kIiqE. mYN qF kihMnI af pVH ilK ky akl KUh nUMc iswt nUMqI. mYN qF afpxy sony argy puwq pRIqy nUM qyry argI kfly mUMh aflI nfl ivafh ky AusnUM nrk nUMc Dkyl ilaf, jy swc puwCnI af." afpxI afdq anusfr krqfrI bolI geI aqy rfjI suMn KVI suxdI geI.
afpxI mF df nfl suxky rfjI nUM koeI rMJ nhIN hoieaf. itwtafAulI vFg AusdI mF ny hI sfrf Gr afpxy isr Au-wpr cuwikaf hoieaf sI. AusdI cMdrI jLbfn jd boldI, ieho kihMdI, "kuVI nUM awgy pVHf ky kI lYxf. iehdf ivafh krky iehnUM GroN ivdf ikAuN nHIN krdy ikqy." rfjI ny afpxy icwq ivwc hI afpxI mF dI rIs lfeI.
rfjI afpxy ipAu afsry hI cfr nUMey lYvljLnUM ey gryz ivwc pfs krn ivwc sPl hoeI sI. bVy nfmvr mhF-ividafilaF vloN AusnUM aiqirkq pVHfeI vfsqy nUMjI afieaFnUM vfly pwqr prfpq hoey. Ausdf ipAu AusdI mF nUM lwK smJfAuNdf irhf pr AusdI iewk mF sI ijsny afpxy ipMzy Au-wpr pfxI nhIN sI pYx idwqf. kupwqI mF awgy Ausdf ipAu vI gozy tyk igaf. afpxy ipAu bfry bury sLbd suxky rfjI dy qn mn ivwc awg lwg geI. guwsy nfl AusdIaF awKF df rMg lfl ho igaf. Ausdf sfrf srIr iewk dm qwp igaf. afpxy guwsy nUM afpxI sws Au-wpr kwZxf AusnUM Joty
awgy bIn vjfAux vFg lwigaf. rfjI ny afpxy guwsy nUM ijs DuMnI ivwco kwiZaf sI Ausy ivwc iPr smoN ilaf."hYQy KVI kIhdI mkfx idMnI af. bolIey qYnUM suxdf neIN. mYN kI BONkdI aF. iewk vfr khy df qyry nUMqy koeI asr eI neIN huMdf." krqfrI ny eynI kVkvIN afvfjL ivwc afiKaf ik kMD Au-wpr tMigaf Pitaf hoieaf klYNzr PVPVfieaf.
rfjI ny Juwk ky kMD kol ipaf Jolf cuwikaf qF kol peI CwqrI nUM hwQ pfAux lwgI qF krqfrI iPr BwbkI,"CwqrI qyry ipAu ny neIN lYky idwqI. qUM aMnHI aF. qYnUM idwsdf neIN bfhr eynf JwKV Juwl irhf. jykr CwqrI tuwt geI qF kwcI nUM cbf jfAUN. pYs vI lY jfeIN cyqy nfl."
pihlF qF rfjI ny afpxf hwQ CwqrI qoN ieMJ prHF kIqf ijvyN hwQ lfAux nfl AusnUM koeI krMt lwgf hovy pr iPr Ausny bfhr Juwl rhy JwKV nUM qwk ky afp-hudrI huMdI hoeI ny CwqrI cuwk leI aqy bfhr vwl nUM qur peI. qurI jFdI nUM krqfrI ny afiKaf," Grvflf Gr neIN sfnUM iksy df zr neIN, Xfd rwKIN, AusdI kYd vI hux sfrI Cy mhIny dI rihMdI hY. afxky qyry sIrmyN pIAUgf."
rfjI ny krqfrI dI gwl nUM suxI axsuxI krdI hoeI ny iewk hAukf ilaf aqy GroN bfhr inkl geI. Gr df drvfjLf bMd krky Auh bhuq KusL hoeI. kfhlI kfhlI qurI jFdI ny Ausny ipwCf muVky vI nf vyiKaf pr AusnUM ies gwl df BY irhf ik ikqy krqfrI mgr hI nf qur pvy. Gr dI Au-wprlI mMjl dI KulHI iKVkI hnyrI nfl KVkI qF rfjI pYrF qoN lYky isr qwk kMb geI pr iPr vI Ausny ipwCFh muVky nhIN qwikaf. nUMsIrmyN pI lEU, ZUeI Au-wpr lfsF pf dAU, gl Guwt dAU, guwq df nUMkwlf nUMkwlf vfl kr dAU, botI botI krky kuwiqaF nUM pfdAU, ajyhy zrfvy Bry kubol Auh rfq idn suxdI rihMdI. ZUeI Au-wpr lfsF, mUMh Au-wpr cpyVF dy insLfn, awKF duafly GsunF nfl peIaF hoeIaF sLfhIaF, bfhF dy mroVy aqy igwitaF Au-wpr soitaF nfl pey rwtx ies sB kuwJ nUM sihMdI hoeI hux mUMhoN sI vI nf kihMdI. afpxIaF awKF ivwcoN iewk vI hMJ nf kyrdI ijvyN AusdIaF awKF ivwclf pfxI muwk igaf huMdf hY. Ausny keI vfr afpxI mF nUM ies gwl bfry dwisaF pr AusdI mF ny Ausdy ipAu nUM ienHF gwlF dI qih qwk puwjx qoN vrj ky hI rwiKaf. iewk vfr jd rfjI ny sLkfieq dI BrI hoeI pMz afpxy ipAu dy sfhmxy KolHI qF AusdI mF ny Ausdy ipAu nUM sfP afK idwqf," jI iksy gwl df koeI iPkr krn dI jLrUrq neIN af. QonUM mYN ivafh qoN pihlF dI smJfAuNnI aF ik ies kuVI dI jLbfn igwT igwT bfhr lmkdI af. Coty vwzy df siqkfr qF ies kol hY eI neIN. qusIN cuwp kr jfAu jI, iCwqr KfAUgI qF eIN ies kmjLfq nUM akl afAuNxI af. qusIN qF cmlf ky isr nUMqy cVHfeI hoeI af."
Ausy idn qoN hI rfjI afpxy pyky Gr muV ky kdy nhIN ZuwkI sI. jdoN df Ausdf Grvflf nUMipMdfnUM crs vycx dy DMdy kfrn zyZ sfl dI kYd hoieaf hY. Auh jfx lwgf rfjI nUM zFt igaf. jykr kdy vI Ausny iksy hor mrd nfl bolx dI vI gwlqI kIqI nUMqy AusnUM pqf lwg igaf qF Auh kYd ivwcoN irhf ho ky Ausdy srIr dy tuwkVy tuwkVy krky kuwiqaF nUM pf dAUgf aqy Ausy idn qoN rfjI nUM srIrk swtF vloN rfhq imlI hY. rfjI ny GroN bfhr inkldI hoeI ny soicaf, ieh buwZI myrf kI ivgfV lAU? awj jykr Auh AusnUM rsoeI ivwc kMm krdI nUM kuwJ afKygI qF mYN Ausdy isr ivwc pqIlf mfr ky Ausdf isr pfV dyxf hY. jd Ausdy isr ivwcoN gMdf KUn inklygf aqy cfr tFky lwgxgy qF iPr hI AusnUM iksy dy duwK df pqf lwgxf hY. myrf iehdf irsLqf vI kI hY? rwb jfxdf iesdy puwq ny kuwtx qoN ibnHF myry srIr nUM hor kuwJ nhIN kIqf. iPr ieh myrI sws ikhVy sfkoN? Gr vfps afx ky awj mYN ies dI guwq nUM awg lf dyxI hY. sbr dI vI koeI sImF huMdI hY!
rfjI dI Aumr aTfrF sfl hY. srU vrgf kwd hY. gorf inCoh rMg, gulfbI Bf mfrdf hY. Ausdy iqwKy iqwKy nYx-nksL gol gol ichry df isLMgfr hn. qyV jIn dI pYNt Au-wpr blfAUjL aqy blfAUjL Au-wpr ijwp vflf kot AusdI pqlI kmr nUM vI nf Zwkdf. Auh hr iewk gwl aqy gwl dy kfrnF nUM bhuq CyqI smJ lYNdI. qurn iPrn ivwc eynI cuwsq ik hrnIaF KVo KVo ky AusdI cfl vwl qwkdIaF. awj jdoN dI Auh GroN bfhr inklI hY. Auh vfho-dfhI vft mfrdI clI jFdI hY. sVk pfr krdI ny vyiKaf, ipw-iCAuN iewk kfr bhuq qyjL af rhI hY. Ausny jd kfhlI kfhlI sVk pfr krn dI koisLsL kIqI qF sVk iknfry pfxI dy inkfl leI rwKI lohy dI jflI ivwc Ausdy swjy pYr dI juwqI dI Au-wcI awzI Ps geI. igwty nUM aYsf mroVF afieaf srIr df sfrf Bfr igwty Au-wpr jf ipaf. rfjI ny duwK msUsdI hoeI ny jd nUMAUeI mFnUM afiKaf qF AusdI Au-wcI afvfjL nUM hnyrI ny dUjy mhwly jf iswitaf. rfjI ny lohy dI jflI ivwcoN afpxI Au-wcI awzI vfly pYr kwiZaf aqy muckVO hoey swjy pYr Au-wpr hOlI hOlI Bfr dyky igwty ivwc pYNdy drd nUM afrfm duafieaf. kuwJ pYx mgroN Ausny kozI hoky afpxI slvfr dy pONhcy nUM QoVf AuqFh cuwk ky vyiKaf ik igwtf suwj ky hor Au-wBr afieaf sI. rfjI ny soj dI koeI vI prvfh nf kIqI. Auh qurdI qurdI swjy pYr Au-wpr bhuqf Bfr nf idMdI jF ieMJ smJ lAu ik AulFG puwtx aqy kdm rwKx leI Kwby pYr df hI jLor lfAuNdI. afAuNdy jFdy lok AusdI lMÕI cfl nUM bVy gOh nfl qwkdy.
QoVf ijhf pYNzf mfr ky rfjI afpy buV-buVfeI,"myry mUMhoN nUMAUeI mFnUM df sLbd ikAuN inkilaf? afpxI mF dy qF mYnUM isafpy krny cfhIdy hn. ipAu dy kMn BrdI rhI, muMzy vfly pMjfb ivwc awDy ipMz dI jLmIn dy mflk hn. qyrI DI suwK pfAUgI. ieMJ icwqv ky rfjI socdI ik mYnUM Aus jLmIn ny kI suwK idwqf hY? ies jLmIn koloN qF jLmIn dy mflk vI suwK nhIN mfx sky. mYN vI iewk aOrq hF. mYN vI iewk jnxI hF. jd myrI god ivwc koeI bwcf hI nhIN Kyzygf qF Aus jLmIn df mYnUM kI lfB hovygf? iPr socdI ik vlYq ivwc jMmy ply lok kd vfps pMjfb prqdy hn. vlYq Cwzx nUM qF pihlI pIVHI vI rfjLI nhIN hY. afpxI kbr leI qF sfiraF nUM sfZy iqMn hwQ jLmIn dI loV huMdI hY. vlYq ivwc qF aDuink ivigafn kfrn isrP cfr ieMc dI plyt ijMnI hI QF dI jLrUrq hY. mF dI boldI dI jLbfn nF aMdr vVdI ik kuVI nUM iksy KUh kMZy iswt ky hI isr df Bfr hOlf hoxF hY. ieh ikho jhI mF hY? ijsny afpxy isr df sfrf Bfr myry isr Au-wpr pf idwqf hY. DIaF dy Bfr nUM mfpy afpxy isr cuwkdy huMdy hn nF ik afpxy isr df Bfr DIaF dy isr mVH dyx. afpxI mF krky eynF duwK BogdI hoeI vI iPr ikAuN myry mUMhoN MAUeI mF inkilaf? jd ies mF ny myry jobn nfl mKOl kIqf hY. myrI Au-wcI ividaf dI prfpqI awgy afpxy isr dy Bfr df bMnH mfiraf hY. dfj-dhyj vflI gwl nUM Xfd krky AusdI Dfh inkl geI. jd Auh afpxI mF nUM ro ro ky dwsx lwgI ik mF qyry lwBy hoey juafeI ny qyrI DI nfl juafeIaF vflf koeI kMm nhIN kIqf. ijhVf kMm Ausny kIqf rfjI ny afpxI ZUeI Au-wproN kmIjL AuTf ky Au-wBrIaF lfsF ivKflIaF. Aus idn AusdI mF ny Ausdy ipAu dy kMn Bry. iksy gwl df iPkr nf kro jI. Auh dfj-dhyj mMgdy hn qF hI kuVI dy bury hfl krdy hn. qusIN hux qoN hI cuwp Dfr lAu qF eIN gujLfrf hoeygf neIN qF AunHF df mUMh KuwlH jfeygf. sLyr dy mUMh nUM jd iewk vfr KUn lwg jFdf hY qd Auh hmysLf jfnvrF nUM afpxy jvfVy ivwc rwKdf hY. mF nUM bQyrf smJfieaf ik eyQy dfj-dhyj vflI gwl nhIN hY. eyQy qF BYVIaF afdqF df mfmlf hY. Aus idn mF ny dwbikaf," cuwp kr nI, ikwdf igwT Br jIB bfhr kwZI hoeI af? qUM isafixaF dI gwl ivwc afpxI tMg ikAuN PsfAuNdI eyN?qyry ipAu ivwc hux awgy vrgI ihMmq nhIN ik qyry vfsqy kMm Au-wpr zwblF lf sky." jd mF vloN suxvfeI dI koeI afs nf bcI qF rfjI ny afpxy ipAu nUM dwisaf sI. quhfzf juafeI juafeI nhIN hY sgoN iewk juafrIaf hY. Aus idn ipAu vI AusdI mF dI cwkq ivwc AuKiVaf," DIey qUM pVHI ilKI eyN. AusdIaF afdqF nUM suafrnF hux qyrf kMm hY. qyry ipafr ivwc jLrUr koeI kmI hY. aOrq kI nhIN kr skdI? qurI jFdI rfjI iPr buV-bVfeI,"bfpU mYnUM qyrI pwg Au-wpr dfg lwg jfx df zr hY, nhIN qF aOrq kI nhIN kr skdI? mYN vI aOrq hF. mYN vI Auh sB kuwJ kr skdI hF ijvyN koeI hor aOrq kr skdI hY. bfpU mYN bjLfrI aOrqF vFg afpxI iewjLq nIlfm nhIN kr skdI. nF hI afpxy aMgF dI nuMmfiesL kr skdI hF." eyny nUM JwKV eynF qyjL ho igaf ik pwkIaF sVkF Au-wpr kfrF dy tfierF nfl ivwCI DUV aqy lokF dy pYrF nfloN ilwQI hoeI imwtI nUM hnyrI ny irwVHk ky afpxy nfl hI AuDfl ilaf. rfjI dIaF awKF DUV nfl Br geIaF. Ausny ijAuN hI afpxy hwQ afpxIaF awKF nUM mlHx leI rwKy qF Ausdy isr Au-wpr EiVaf hoieaf dupwtf hvf nfl Au-wz igaf. Ausny nwT ky dupwty nUM PVn dI koisLsL kIqI pr igwty dy drd ny ajyhf nf krn idwqf. rfjI ny vyiKaf dUr iksy Gr dy sfhmxy Au-wgI JfVI ivwc Ausdf dupwtf jf Pisaf hY. iPr AusdI DuMnI koloN iewk afvfjL Au-wTky bfhr hnyrI ivwc CUk geI," lY vOK lY bfpU, hux rwb vI qyrI DI dI sLrm Auzf ky lY igaf hY. quhfzIaF gwlqIaF kfrn hux rwb vI nhIN cfhuMdf ik qusIN Au-wcf sLmlf bMnH ky qur skoN. bfpU sux jy sux skdf, afpxI DI dI iewk hUk sux! ies Gr ivwc qyrI DI dy vsyvyN ny qyrI iewjLq kOzI dI nhIN CwzxI. mYN ajyhf kdy nhIN hox dyvFgI ijs nfl qyrI pwg Au-wpr dfg lwgy. ieh vlYq hY bfpU. eyQy kfnUMn hr iewk dI rfKI krdf hY." ieho socdI Auh Aus JfVI qwk Au-wpV geI ijs nfl dupwtf ltk irhf sI. Ausny dupwty nUM bVI sfvDfnI nfl JfVI Au-wproN lfihaf aqy afpxy isr Au-wpr muV EVH ilaf.
rfjI qurI geI. qurdI qurdI dy koloN dI hOlI hOlI huMdI hoeI bws lMGI. rfjI ny bws dy krfey vfly pYisaF nUM hwQ ivwc hor Guwt ilaf. ieh pYsy myrI sws dy pwq dI kmfeI hY. ienHF pYisaF dI crs pI ky ikMny srIr inpuMsk hoey hoxgy? Ausny afpxI aMdrlI afvfjL nUM bfhr kwiZaf,"nhIN nhIN ieh pYsy myrI sws dy puwq dI kmfeI dy nhIN hn. ieh qF srkfr vloN mYnUM imilaf prvfrk Bwqf hY. mYN ienHF pYisaF nfl zfkKfny ivwcoN iewk lPfPf lvFgI." ieh avfjLF, bws afpxy ieMjx dI afvfjL ivwc lpyt ky lY geI.
rfjI nUM iPr iKafl afAuNdf ik Auh lPfPf iks nUM Kwq pfAux leI KrIdygI? kI Auh afpxI mF nUM Kwq pfvygI? lPfPy Auwpr kI Auh afpxy ipAu df nfm ilKygI jF afpxy jmfqI nUMsomnUM df nfm ilKygI? som hux Auh Kbry ikQy hovygf? mYN vI ikMnI pfgl hF? ivafh qoN pihlF Ausny bhuq jor lfeiaf ik cwl afpF ikDry dUr jf ky ivafh krvf lYNdy hF. mYnUM JwlI nUM ipAu dI hI pwg Au-wqy dfg df bVf iPkr irhf. Auh myrf ikMnF ihwq krdf irhf. mYN Ausdy ihwq nUM vfps krnf cfhuMdI hoeI vI nf kr skI. Auh afpxy afp iPr buVbuVfeI," kmlIey Ausdy Gr df hI pqf kIqf huMdf. awj iewk Kwq ilK ky hI AusdI kIqI hoeI hmdrdI df krj Auqfr skdI." rfjI socdI , ieh qF bMdy dy BfgF df mfmlf hY. iPr afpxy hI iKafl nUM inMddI. mYN ikAuN krmF df Kwitaf KfvF? ajy zuwlHy byrF df kuwJ nhIN ivgiVaf. mYN hfly korI cfdr hF. myrI ivCfeI Au-wpr sOx vflf plIq nhIN hovygf. dunIaf nUM jo mYN idwsdI hF. mYN Auh nhIN hF. jo mYN hF Auh dunIaF vyKx qoN asmrwQ hY. mYN iewk Auh swc aqy suwc hF ijs nUM suxn lwgI dunIaf icVH-cVHfeygI. suwc nUM vyKygI qF afpxf nwk AuqFh nUM cfVHygI.
rfjI rsqy ivwc afAuNdf zfkKfnf vI lMG geI. Auh bjLfr vwl vfho-dfhI qurI geI. rsqy ivwc Auh keI mrd aOrqF dy mwQy lwgI. Ausny hr imlxy vfly dy ichry nUM piVHaf. koeI afpxy mwQy Au-wpr qIVIHaF pfeI aiqaMq guwsy ivwc lwgdf. koeI gulfb dy Puwl vFg aiqaMq iKiVHaf hoieaf idwsdf. keIaF dIaF awKF ivwc itwkitkI aqy keIaF dIaF awKF ivwc ipafr Cwlkdf idKfeI idMdf. keI ichry AusnUM afjLfd pMCIaF vFg hvf ivwc Au-wzdy lgdy. keI ichiraF ivwc AusnUM affpxy vFg hI gulfmI dy ansr njLr afAuNdy. keI ichry AusnUM bVy sLrfrq Bry idsy aqy keI ichiraF ivwc AusnUM keI sLkfieqF njLr afeIaF. Ausny msUs kIqf ijs ijs nfl vI Ausny njLr imlfeI hY Auh sfrIaF njLrF AusnUM msqI BrIaF hI idsIaF. iewk gory rMg dI muitafr, ijsdy kwky vflF ivwc koeI klf smoeI hoeI lwgdI sI. pihrfvy vJoN Ausdy srIr Au-wpr kpVy igxvy imxvy hI pihny hoey lwgdy.ieMJ kih lvo Ausny isrP guwpq aMgF qoN ibnF afpxy srIr dy hor aMgF dI nuMmfiesL lgfeI hoeI sI. Aus gorI muitafr ny rfjI nUM afpxf hfx-prvfx smJ ky Aus vwl vyK ky muskRfieaf aqy hfl cfl vI puwiCaf. rfjI AusdI iksy vI vfrqflfp df jvfb nf idMdI hoeI bjLfr vwl qurI geI . ipwiCAu iewk afvfjL afeI," hfey zfrilMg ."
qurI jFdI rfjI ny prq ky vyiKaf qF Auh gorI muitafr iewk BUq kfly muMzy nfl icMbVI hoeI hY. ijvyN icVI afpxy bot nUM cuMJ ivwc cuMJ Psf ky cog KuafAuNdI hY rfjI ny AunHF donF dy buwlH ievyN juVy hoey vyKy . ieh sB kuwJ vyK ky Ausdy kdm hor qyjL ho gey. Guly hoey bwdlF ny AusdI cfl qoN vI qyjL mINh df iewk Crftf vrHfieaf. mINh dy Crfty ny DrqI nUM gfAux lgf idwqf. ajyhy rfg dy alfp ivwc guafcI rfjI ny CwqrI nUM afpxy isr Au-pr qfxidaF iPr buVbuVfieaf," ienF gorIaF muitafrF df ikhVf cflcln hY?"
rfjI socdI ienF dI qF ieh gwl hY ijs nfl peI gwlI Aus nfl hI qur cwlI. mrd iPr vI ienF Au-wpr lwtU hoey iPrdy hn. mrdF nUM qvfieqF ikAuN psMd hn? aOrq df ies qrHF mrd nUM AuksfAuxf afdmI dI kfm-cysLtf nUM pRbwl krdf hY. BuwK aqy kfm ijMnF vI vDf lAu afdmI dy mn ivwc vwD jFdf hY. BuwK dI iqRpqI afdmI nUM motf krdI hY. kfm dI iqRpqI afdmI nUM vihsLI aqy aDrmI bxf idMdI hY. ies cwkr ivwc Pisaf afdmI afpxI hoNd guaf bYTdf hY. ijvyN myrI sws dy puwqr nUM kdy iehsfs nhIN hoieaf ik mYN vI Ausdy prvfr ivwc af ky vsI hF. Auh myry vsyvyN qoN iblkul axjfx hY.
rfjI ies qrHF socI geI aqy bjLfr vwl qurdI geI. Ausny rsqy dIaF keI AuqrfeIaF cVHfeIaF nUM pfr krdI hoeI ny afpxy igwty dy drd nUM iblkul hI Bulf ilaf. Ausdy igwty df drd Ausdy mn ivwc vsy duwK nfloN AusnUM ikqy Gwt pRqIq huMdf.
hux Auh bjLfr dy bhuq njLdIk phuMc geI. hnyrI dy vf-vroly ny mINh dIaF ikxIaF nUM afpxy ivwc lpyt ky qyjI nfl cwkr ies qrHF kwty ijvyN cftI ivwc mDfxI diKsLxfvrq aqy dfmfvrq krdI hY. ies vf-vroly dy puwTy iswDy cwkrF ny rfjI dy hQoN CwqrI Koh ky, CwqrI nUM afpxy cwkrF ivwc smoN ilaf. rfjI ny iewk hwQ nfl isr Au-wpr ilaf hoieaf afpxf dupwtf Guwitaf aqy idl ivwc afpxI sws df zr mihsUsdI ny dUsrf hwQ afpxIaF awzIaF cuwk ky CwqrI vwl vDfieaf. mINh dIaF ikxIaF dI iqwKI mfr koloN zrdI rfjI kdy awKF mIt lYNdI aqy kdy awKF KolH ky CwqrI dy mgr nwTdI. awigAu iksy ny Au-wzI jFdI CwqrI nUM PiVaf aqy rfjI nUM AusdI CwqrI PVfAuNx vfsqy rfjI dy awgy KV igaf. rfjI ny awKF KohlIaF aqy CwqrI nUM PV ky byiDafny hI afiKaf," DMnvfd ."
CwqrI PVfAuNx vfly df DMnvfd krdI ny hI jor dy mINh kfrn afpxIaF awKF iPr suBfvk hI mIt leIaF. CwqrI PVfAuNx vfly ny afiKaf," rfjI ."
afpxf nfm sux ky rfjI ny afpxIaF awKF nUM iPr Kohilaf. AusnUM XkIn nhIN afAuNdf sI ik CwqrI PVfAuNx vflf Ausdf hmjmfqI AuhI hmdrd muMzf nUMsomnUM hI hY . Ausny ies ieqPfk nUM swc jfnx leI awKF iPr mItIaF aqy iPr KohlIaF . swc jfx ky Auh ibn boilaF hI Aus muMzy vwl ipwT dy ky qur peI. rfjI ny soicaf ik dunIaF ikMnI CotI hY? Ausny afpxy sfhF nUM roikaf pr idl dI DVkn iPr vI nf ruwk skI. AusnUM afpxy pqI ipMdy dI afpxI jylH Xfqrf jfx smyN dI hdfieq cyqy afeI," myry jfx mgroN jy iksy mrd nfl bolI qF mYN jylH ivwcoN bfhr af ky qyry srIr dy tukVy tukVy kr ky kuwiqaF nUM pf dAUNgf." jrf dI jrf aCoply jhy khy DMnvfd vflf sLbd AusnUM pYrF qoN lY ky isr qwk kMbf igaf. Ausny ipwCf prq ky vyiKaf qF mgr afAuNdy som ny iPr bulfieaf," rfjI ."
rfjI ny Aus vwl AulHrdI hoeI ny bVy ivrfg ivwc ikhf," som ." aqy bfjL-Jwpt vFg som dy nfl ilpt geI. som dy moZy Au-wpr rfjI dy hMJUaF ny grmfiesL kIqI qF som ny rfjI dIaF bfhF afpxy gl ivwcoN lfh ky AusdIaF awKF vwl qwikaf. AusnUM lwgf rfjI bhuq duwKI hY. rfjI dIaF awKF ivwc jwKL hoey hMJU som dI Cuh nfl Zl ky afbsLr vFg bih qury. som ny rfjI dIaF awKF dy hMJU pUMJy aqy kfPI-hAUs vwl iesLfrf krky cwlx leI ikhf. rfjI ny iewk vfr iPr som nUM afpxI glvwkVI ivwc Guwt ilaf. mINh vI afpxy pUry jorF Au-wpr ho igaf. som ny rfjI nUM awgy qurn leI afiKaf. rfjI glvwkVI Cwz ky lMÕf ky qurn lwgI QF hI bYT geI. Kbry hux Ausdy igwty df drd ikQoN jfg ipaf sI? Aus koloN iewk kdm vI nf puwitaf igaf. som ny rfjI dy igwty Au-wpr hwQ Pyiraf aqy AusdI bFh PV ky AuTfieaf. afpxy Kwby moZy Au-wpr AusdI bFh nUM rwK ky afsry nfl rfjI nUM kfPI-hAUs aMdr lY igaf. som ny afpxf Evrkot Auqfiraf aqy mOjL duafly izwTIaF kursIaF Au-wpr Auh dovyN afmoN sfhmxy ho ky bYT gey. pwl dI pwl dovyN iDrF iblkul cuwp, by-afvfjL, afvfk ho geIaF. som ny cuwp qoVn leI rfjI koloN puwiCaf," igwty Au-wpr kI hoieaf?"
rfjI nUM igwty nfloN afpxy idl df drd bhuq sqfAuNdf. Ausny som dI gwl nUM suxI-axsuxI krdI hoeI ny som koloN puwiCaf," qusIN ivafh krvf ilaf hY ik nhIN?"
"nhIN ajy nhIN. bI ey krky ieQy kONsl ivwc nOkrI kr leI hY. afrQk hflfqF nUM hwl krky hI ivafh krvfvFgf." som ny rfjI nUM afpxI gwl kih suxfeI.
som dI ivafh vflI gwl sux ky rfjI nUM kuwJ hOslf hoieaf. Auh afpxy idl dI DVkx nUM sLFq krn leI cuwp kr geI pr kuwJ afs bwJdI qwk ky idl dI DVkx hor qyjL huMdI geI. som ny AusdI cuwp nUM qoVn leI iPr afiKaf," ivafh krvf ky hux qyrI ipafr BrI ijLMdhI ikvyN bIq rhI hY?"
"som mYN ivafh krvf ky vI hfly qwk kuafrI hF. pqI sfihb gorIaF dy iewsLk-pycy ivwc ruwJy hoey hn. AunHF kol eynI Pursq hI nhIN hY ik mYnUM afpxI pqnI dy rUp ivwc vyK skx. eynI gwl jrUr kihMdf rihMdf hY ik mYN qF qyry nfl ivafh afpxy GridaF krky krvfieaf hY. AuNJ mYnUM qUM Au-wkf psMd nhIN eyN. kI qusIN mYnUM ajy vI Au-wqnf hI chuMdy ho ijMnF skUl ivwc pVHidaF smyN chuMdy huMdy sI." som nUM ies qrHF svfl pfAuNdI hoeI rfjI hux Ausdy Au-wqr nUM bVI Au-wqsukqf nfl suxn leI ieMqjfr krn lwgI.
"hF hF, myrI cfhq ivwc qF koeI Prk nhIN ipaf pr qUM nUMqy bMDnF ivwc bwJ geI eyN." som ny iswDf Au-wqr idwqf.
rfjI ny afpxI guaFZx nUM afpxy vwl afAuNdI hoeI nUM vyiKaf qF Aus koloN afpxf mUMh lukfAuNdI hoeI som nUM kihx lwgI,"hux mr gey som, Auh myrI guaFZx ieDr nUM af rhI hY."
"koeI gwl nhIN rfjI jy qyrI mrjI myry nfl hY qF guaFZx sfzf kuwJ nhIN ivgfV skdI." som ny rfjI nUM hOslf idwqf.
"ikAuN nI vhutIey afpxf mUMh ikAuN lkoeI jfnI eyN? mYN koeI qyrI doKx nhIN hF. qyry Au-wpr ijhVf kihr gujLrdf hY mYN hovF qF iewk pwl vI nf shfrF. jy qYnUM ieh muMzf psMd ey qF jIa Br ky juafnIaF mfx. qYnUM kI dyxf Aus vihsLI ipMdy ny?mYN qF gMdI jLubfn vflI qyrI sws dy tuwkVy krn nUM iPrdI hF. Ausny BlymfxsF df qF jIxf hrfm kIqf hoieaf hY. iksy nf iksy bhfny inwq lVfeI BfldI rihMdI hY. asIN hI cuwp kr jFdy hF. koeI hor guaFZI huMdf qF iesnUM cxy cubf idMdf. rfjI puwq qUM myry koloN zr nf . ies gwl dI iBxk iksy kol vI nhIN peygI." rfjI dI guaFZx surjIq kOr AunHF dy ipafr AuNwpr afpxI muhr lf ky qurdI hoeI.
som ny iewk iewk ipaflI cfh dI KrIdI aqy rfjI nUM smJfieaf ik Auh afpxy ho cuwky ivafh vloN bMDn-muwkq ikvyN ho skdI hY? ivafh qoN bMDn-muwkq ho ky Auh afps ivwc ikvyN KusL-gvfr idn bqIq kr skdy hn? ieh sB kuwJ smJfAux leI Ausny pRcwlq kfnUMnF nUM vI pUrI qrHF ibafn kIqf. AunHF ny cfh dI ipaflI Kqm huMidaF qwk sfrIaF gwlF dIaF gMZF pkf leIaF. cfh Kqm krky AunHF ny bfhr vwl vyiKaf. hux mINh iblkul hwt igaf sI. sUrj ny bwdlF ivwcoN Jfk ky ikqy ikqy afpxI Duwp ivCf idwqI hY. rfjI som dy Gr phuMc geI. soPy Au-wpr bYTI rfjI dy igwty Au-wpr som kosy pfxI ivwc qyl pf ky bVy ipafr nfl tkor kr irhf hY. rfjI dIaF BfvnfvF ny iewk dm bdlfE qwikaf aqy Auh buVbuVfeI," som awj mYN korI cfdr nhIN rhFgI."
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izsko, hF izsko, pYNkI inwq sLfm nUM izsko jFdI. sfrI sfrI idhfVI izsko, izsko, izsko krdI df Auhdf glf suwk jFdf. ijvyN jKLmF Au-wpr aMgUr af jFdf hY. ppIhy nUM suaFq bUMd iml jFdI hY. ievyN rfq nUM izsko aMdr jf ky Ausdf vI glf sfPL ho jFdf. ipMz ivwc ivafh sLfdIaF smyN pfey jFdy igwiDaf ivwc alVHF dIaF DmflF vFg Ausdf izsko aMdr lwk dy mroVy df sLumfr sfry sLihr ivwc PYl igaf. Auh awDI awDI rfq qwk nwcdI rihMdI. kdy iksy kuVI nfl,kdy iksy buVI nfl. kdy Aus muMzy nfl ,kdy Aus buVy nfl, pr do ku mhIinaF qoN Auh isrP svrfj nfl hI nwcdI hY. nfc dy muwZly ZMgF nUM bcpn ivwc hI isiKaf hox krky, Auh sMgIq dy hr sfjL nfl afpxy aMgF dI hrkq kr jFdI. Auh hfPLj mOlvI vFg hr gIq dy bolF aqy sMgIq dI hfPLj bx geI. Ausdf izsko aMdr nwcxf do mhIny pihlF inrlyp huMdf sI, jdoN Auh jxy-Kxy nfl nDwVk nwcx lwg pYNdI sI. AusdIaF ies dlyr-idlI dIaF gwlF hr iewk dy buwlHF Au-wpr af geIaF. Ausdy mfipaf ny pihlF pihlF qF bVf roikaf, toikaf, smJfieaf pr hOlI hOlI Ausdy cflclx dy Brosy ny AunHF nUM vI DIrj dy idwqf. AunHF nUM pYNkI Au-wpr eynf Brosf ho igaf ik Auh Ausdy muitafr hox vfly idnF nUM hI Buwl gey. skUl, kflj aqy aFZ guaFZ dIaF shylIaF Aus vwl vyKf vyKI hux sB izsko krn jFdIaF. ijQy guV hovy Au-wQy mwKIaF qF jLrUr iBxkdIaF hn. izsko aMdr muMizaF dI igxqI vI Gwt nf huMdI.
awj sLfmI GroN izsko nUM qurn lwgI ny do vfr myk-awp lfieaf. awKF ivwcly hMJUaF ny awKF iknfry PyrI hoeI myk-awp vflI ipMsl df kflf rMg donoN vfrI hI iCMz idwqf. ijs idn df AusdI mF nUM pqf lwgf ik zyZ mhInf ho igaf ik pYNkI ies sMgrFdy nuhfqI hI nhIN. AudoN qoN pYNkI vI guMm-suMm hI ho geI sI.
35 qwk vflf bolHjd AusdI mF nUM ies gwl df pwkf pqf lwg igaf qF Aus koloN ies gwl df swdmF shfr nf hoieaf. Ausny afpxf mn hOlf krn leI ieh boJ afpxy pqI rfie sfihb dy isr Au-wpr plwt idwqf. ipwCly hPLqy df Gr ivwc klysL bhuq irhf. iewk idn Ausdy bfp ny afpxIaF awKF ivwcoN hMJU kyrdy hoey ny ikhf," puwqr pYNkI mYN qyrf jMmdI df hI ikAuN nf gl Guwt idwqf."
pYNkI ny GiVaf GVfieaf Au-wqr idwqf," ikAuN zYzI? mYN vI qF mF dI kuwKoN jnm ilaf hI hY."
rfie sfihb suxky socI pY igaf. Ausny ivcfiraf ik Auh qF ivafihaf virHaf hoieaf sI. afpxI hvs pUrI krn ivwc smfjk gwlF df isLkfr nhIN bixaf sI. pYNkI ajy kuafrI hY. lokI myry vwl AuNglF krngy. Auh pYNkI nUM jvfb dyx hI lwgf sI jd nUM pYNkI ny lMmf sfrf lYkcr JfVdI hoeI ny afpxI gwl mukfeI," zYzI Aus muMzy nfl mYN smJ lAuNgI. ies ivwc quhfzf koeI rOlf nhIN hY. ijvyN qusIN myrI mF leI ho. ievyN Auh myry leI hY.
Aus idn qoN hI rfie sfihb vI cuwp kr igaf. pYNkI isr pey boJ nUM cuwkx qoN jd asmrwQ ho jFdI qF afpxy afp ivwc hI zuwsk pYNdI. ies rMJ kfrn, awj sLfmI izsko jfx lwgI df kfljf Au-wCl Au-wCl ky bfhr afAuNdf. Auh ies gwl df rMJ krdI vI nf, pr Ausdy mfipaF dy ivrlfp ny AusdIaF awKF sfhmxy sfrf smfj ilaf bhfilaf. Ausny awj qfeIN smfj df nF qwk nhIN suixaf sI. awj qwk ijsdI prvfh krn dI AusnUM loVH hI nhIN peI sI. Ausdy ipAu dI pwg Au-wpr dfgL lwg jfx dy zr kfrn Auh smfj df nfm suxky kMbx lwg pYNdI. sIqf duafly rfm cMdr dI iKwcI lkIr vFg ijMnF icr Auh smfj dy inXmF dI sImF aMdr rhI qF AusnUM smfj koloN koeI zr nhIN lwigaf. Ausny soicaf ikAuN nf smfj dy inXmF dIaF sImfvF hor lMmIaF kr dyvF. aijhf krn vfsqy AusnUM hor kuVIaF dI shfieqf nf imlx krky Auh hor inrfsL ho geI. awj qoN pihlF AusnUM smfj KuwlHf bRihmMz ligaf ijs ivwc Ausny bFjL vFg AuzfrIaF lfeIaF aqy vyl-mwCI vFg zUMGy sfgrF dI qih Au-wpr afpxI ipwT lfeI. hux smfj AusnUM iewk kfl-koTVI ijhf jfpdf. AusnUM lwgdf smfj iewk dIvf hY. ijsdy afpxy hyTF Guwp hnyrf hY. Auh ihMmq krky ies hnyry nUM cfnx ivwc bdlx vfsqy iPr izsko vwl nUM qur peI.
izsko aMdr AusdI do hPLqy dI gYr hfjLrI, ijMny mUMh EnIaF hI gwlF bxf geI. rUp nfl Ausny nwcx qoN nFh kr idwqI sI. Ausny AUjF lfAuNxIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF,"svrfj lY igaf AusnUM pwut ky."
ikAuNik svrfj vI Ausy idn df izsko ivwc srdfr bixaf ijs idn dI pYNkI Aus nfl nwcx lwg peI sI. do ku mhIinaF df pYNkI df svrfj nfl imlx julx bhuq hI ho igaf sI. svrfj vI afpxy afp ivwc ikRsLn knHIaf sI. Auh hux qF gopIaF ivwc kfhn sI. AusdI hr iewk hrkq bMsrI vflf kMm krdI sI. pYNkI vI ikhVI iksy gwloN Gwt sI. Ausny vI jy koeI nwk hyTF rwiKaf qF Auh hY vI svrfj hI sI. donF dI joVI iewk krylf dUjf inMm ciVHaf.
Aurmlf akl ivwc Kudf vrgI hox dy vfvjLUd vI svrfj ny Ausdf motf motf srIr aKoN proKy kr rwiKaf sI. Aurmlf pYNkI dI gYr hfjLrI df mqlb svrfj nUM smJfAuNdI hoeI ny iewk idn sfPL kr idwqf ik pYNkI hux mF bxn vflI hY. ieh suxky svrfj zr ijhf igaf. hux Aurmlf nUM Auh afpxf afsrf smJdf aqy Auh motI Aurmlf hI AusnUM iewk dyvI df rUp lwgdI ikAuNik AusdI shfieqf nfl hI svrfj ny pYNkI nUM afpxy gilE lfhuxf sI. svrfj Aurmlf dy aMg aMg dIaF isPqF Au-glF Au-wpr igxIaF imwQIaF husInF df vrnx krky, krn lwg ipaf. Auh pYNkI qoN eynF dUr ho igaf ijMnF Aurmlf dy lfgy. pYNkI df bdn Aus vfsqy iewk klbUq sI. sMgqry dI iCwlV vFg ijsdf rs AusdIaF awKF kOVIaF krn lwg ipaf.
pYNkI izsko vwl awj qurI jFdI hY. AusnUM afpxf pRCfvF Ausdy afly duafly ivwiCaf hoieaf pUrf smfj lwgdf. sVk dy duafly lwgIaF bwqIaF dI rOsLnI kfrn Ausdf pRCfvF kdy Ausdy awgy, kdy Ausdy ipwCy aqy kdy Ausdy pYrF Qwly af jFdf. Ausdy pRCfvyN vFg hI smfj kdy Ausdy ipwCy kdy awgy aqy kdy Ausdy pYrF Qwly huMdf. Auh afpxy mn dI sLkqI kfrn izsko vwl nUM qurI hI geI. Auh iesy qrHF qurI jFdI klwb dy sfhmxy phuMc geI.
sLfmF dI rumkdI hvf Ausdy srIr nUM sUlF vFg cuwBdI. izsko klwb dy sfhmxy bhu rMg-byrMgIaF jgdIaF buwJdIaF bwqIaF awj AusdIaF awKF cuMiDaf geIaF. Auh klwb dI dihlIjL Au-wpr afpxf pYr DrdI qF Ausdf pwb bfhr nUM BuVk pYNdf. jykr Auh iewk kdm aMdr vl krdI qF awDf kdm bfshr vwl moV lYNdI. ies qrHF krdI nUM afiKr DOlI dfhVI vflf sMqrI itkt Gr sfhmxy bYTf vyK ky socdI ik Auh AusnUM kihMdf huMdf sI," bytI, myrf qF qusIN lok irwjLk ho pr iPr vI myrf qYnUM ieh msLvrf hY ik kuVIaF icVIaF nUM aijhy kMm sLoBf nhIN idMdy."
Aus idn df sMqrI nUM Au-wqr idwqf pYNkI nUM cyqf afAuNdf,"buwZf khIN df hovy nf . sO cUhf Kf ky ibwlI hwj nUM cwlI. buiVaf qyry hux iqlF ivwcoN qyl kwiZaf igaf hY. aYvyN nf bYTf afpxf idl lUhI jfieaf kr."
Ausy idn df DOlI dfhVI vfly df jvfb vI AusnUM Xfd afieaf," ijs idn qyrf idl lUh hovygf qF ies buwZy nUM muafPL kr deIN."
"kfhdI muafPLI? qYnUM qF rwb ny vI muafPL nhIN krnf buiVHaf." afpxy hI khy aijhy sLbdF bfry socdI ik hux gwl rwb dy muafPL krn vflI nhIN rih geI. rwb nyVy ik GsuMn. svrfj nUM ies ZMg nfl hI suDfiraf jf skdf hY. hux qF smfj dI muafPLI cfhIdI hY. smfj mYnUM qd hI muafPL kr skdf hY jd hIr rFJy df siqkfr krn lwg pvygf. sohxI swsI aqy sihbF dI kdr pCfxygf. Auh brUhF awgy KVI hI socdI rhI aqy Aus buwZy vwl vyKdI rhI. Ausny afpxy afp nUM iewk svfl puwiCaf ik Auh ies jgHf nUM ikAuN iqafgy? ies jgHf ivwcoN AusnUM nvF jIvn imilaf hY. jIvn sfQI imilaf hY. kI Aus ruwK nUM vwZ dyxf cfhIdf hY ijs dIaF CfvF mfxIaF hox. kdficwq nhIN . Auh DOlI dfhVI vfly buwZy koloN itkt lY ky AusqoN byiDafny hI ho rhI izsko dy JuMz vwl qur peI. rMg-brMgIaF bwqIaF nfl sfry hfl ivwc Duwp CF ho rhI sI. hr ichry Au-wpr rOxk sI. Auh afp KusL nhIN sI. AusnUM izsko ivwc afAuNxf awj iewk ksUr ijhf lwigaf. AusnUM mihsUs hoieaf ik izsko ivwc lokI sB byksUry hI afAuNdy hn. Auhdy vrgy hI ijvyN Auh pihlF byksUr hI sI. hrI bwqI. lfl bwqI. nIlI bwqI. hrI, nIlI aqy lfl bwqI ny AusnUM dihlIjF ivwc hI jkV ilaf. svrfj aqy Aurmlf df ichrf kdy lfl rMg df ho jFdf, kdy hrf aqy kdy nIly rMg df ho jFdf. Aurmlf aqy svrfj nUM iewkiTaF vyK ky pYNkI afpxy dMd krIc ky buV-buVfeI," iehdf kflf mUMh nIly pYr ies kulihxI dI ieh ihMmq."
hux AusdI njLr Aurmlf aqy svrfj Au-wpr hI itwk geI sI. AusdIaF lwqF nUM golI vFg nwTy afAuNdy iewk bwcy ny af jwPLI pfeI aqy hPLdy hoey ny afiKaf," pYNkI aFtI, afAu afpF zfns krIey. afAu nf, afAu awj myry nfl zfns kro."
pYNkI ny bwcy nUM afpxIaF lwqF duafilE iKwc ky ieMJ prHF kIqf ijvyN iksy ny CwpV ivwcoN nuhf ky afey ny afpxy srIr nfl icMbVI jok nUM lfh ky prHy suwitaf hovy. Ausny vyiKaf bwcy dI mF sunIqf iksy mrd nfl zfns krdI sI. Auh socdI ik Auh sunIqf nhIN bx skdI. pYNkI ies gwl Au-wqy bhuq pCqfAuNdI ik kfsL, Auh sunIqf dIaF khIaF gwlF dI kdr kr skdI qF AusnUM ieh idn nf vyKxy pYNdy. sunIqf dy bol Ausdy kMnF ivwc imwlH dy GuwgU vFg gUMjdy," myry vwl vyK svrfj df kuwJ nhIN ivgiVaf. smfj ivwc qF mYN hI inMdI geI hF. mrd aqy aOrq leI iswKr sMqoK df ho jfxf iewk brfbr hY pr ies brfbrqf ivwc hIxfpn aOrq df hY ijs leI Auh iewk ivwkitmhY. aOrq duwD dI BrI cftI hY. mrd jfg lfAuNx leI iewk quwpkf Br Kwtf hY."
Auh aijhIaF gwlF nUM dihlIjL Au-wqy KVI socdI rhI aqy rMg ZMg bdldy vyKdI rhI. kihMdy hn ik nwcxy vflI dI awzI nhIN rihMdI pr awj pYNkI dI awzI ijvyN DrqI ivwc hI gwzI rih geI hY. Auh awDI rfq qwk Au-wQy hI KVI rhI. izsko Kqm ho geI. Aurmlf aqy svrfj Aus koloN ibn bulfieaF hI lMG gey. Ausny svrfj nUM PVn dI koisLsL kIqI pr Auh jldI nfl afpxI vwK mroV ky lMG igaf. svrfj dI byruwKI nUM qwkky Ausny afpxf ierfdf bxf ilaf ik ies Gtnf dI ivwkitm Auh nhIN bxygI. Auh svrfj nUM smfj ivwc ies Gtnf df ivwkitm TihrfeygI.
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05. 09. 98
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gurduafry dI GiVafl KVkI, krqfrI ny afty df dIvf bxf ky aOty kol KVI ho ky hfk mfrI,"kuVy kMmoN ." hfk mfr ky afp afpxI zMgorI PV ky koTVI vwl vwD peI.
"qfeI kmljIq Gr nhIN hY."Bjn isMG dI inwkI nUMh ny sfg ivwc awlHx rlfAuNdI hoeI ny afvfjL vDfeI.
krqfrI ny koTVI ivwcoN afpxy Gr ipMjI hoeI kpfh dy rUM df iewk qUMbf ilaf aqy AusdI bwqI vwtdI hoeI ny afiKaf,"kuVy inMmoN,kMmoN Gr neIN af."
"neIN qfeI mYN sqnfmoN aF, inMmoN hyTly Gr geI hoeI af, dIpI dI Kbr sfr nUM. qfeI cfcy dI dIpF TIk neIN sI kwlH dI. dyv zfktr afhnF sI ,dIpF nUM iewk sO iewk df buKfr af. qfeI kmljIq bfhr KolHy kol KyldI af. qUM khy qF mYN nUMvFjL mfrF." sqnfmoN qfeI nUM ieh afK ky BUkny nfl cuwlHy ivwc PUk mfr ky iPr buVbuVfeI,"eyhnUM qkflF sON dy vyly hor kMm neIN.kOx rojL iesdI zMgorI PVHky gurduafry iljfvy eyhnUM."
krqfrI ny grm kIqf hoieaf Gyh afty dy dIvy ivwc zolHdI hoeI ny afiKaf," sqnfm kOry, DIey, qUM suixaf gurduafry df qF sMK vI vwj hwitaf. bVI bIbI DI af. kMmoN nUM jrf nUMvfjL dy. sUrj aQmx vflf hY. gurduafry dIvf jgfAuNx jfxf mYN."
sqnfmoN ny sfg dy quVky leI lsn dIaF gwTIaF iCwlky cIrdI hoeI ny afpxy Gr vfly ibsLny dI kuwt qoN zrdI mfrI ny jldI jldI mwG rhI aMgITI Au-wpr inwkf pqIlf rwK ky Aus ivwc do kVCIaF Gyh dIaF Gyh vfly kuwjy ivwcoN kwZky pf idwqIaF. Kbry Gyh Zilaf sI jF sqnfmoN df idl, Ausny sV sV krdf pqIlf aMgITI Au-wpro lfh ilaf aqy afiKaf,"qfeI cwl qYnUM mYN gurduafry Cwz afvF.
jd krqfrI vloN koeI jvfb nf afieaf qF Ausny pIhVI rwK ky aOty Au-wproN dI qfeI dy ivhVy vwl ibsLny qoN zrdI ny Jfikaf. AusnUM ibsLny df vihm Xfd afieaf ik GridaF ny kMmoN nUM keI vfr htfieaf ik aOty kol pIhVI zfh ky Aus Au-wpr nf ciVHaf kry. ies aOty kol izwTI pIhVI nUM vyK ky ibsLny nUM bhuq duwK phuMcdf sI. Aus nUM ieh sLwk pYNdf rihMdf sI ik sqnfmoN pIhVI Au-wpr KVHky qfeI dy jwgy vwl vyKdI hY. sqnfmoN ny vyiKaf ik qfeI dI zMgorI muwK koloN gfieb sI. arl drvfjy dy iZwly ikwl duafly pING vFg JUldI sI. Ausny pIhVI nUM vrFzy dy kOly nfl Jwt KVI kIqf aqy iPr pqIly nUM aMgITI Au-wpr rwK ky iCwilaf aqy kuqiraf hoieaf awDrk aqy lsn pqIly ivwc Au-wlt idwqf. Gyh ivwc awDrk lwsn BuwJdf sI jF srnfmoN df idl. AusnUM Xfd afAuNdf qfeI df muMzf ibsLny df hfxI, Prk hAU koeI iewk awDy idn df. Kbry ibsLnf vwzf sI jF qfeI df jgjIq. sqnfmoN dy muklfvy nUM koeI mhInf ku hoieaf sI. jgjIq df bfp ibsLny df skf qfieaf prlok suDfr igaf sI. Au-wd ibsLnf aTfrvyN vrHy nUM Zuwk igaf sI. nf ibsLny nUM kuwJ pqf sI nf hI kuwJ jgjIq nUM hI pqf sI. sqnfmoN dy suhry Bjn isMG ny afpxy inwky Brf AUDm isMG nfl rl ky sfrI jmIn afpxy aqy AUDm isMG dy nfm luaf leI sI. AUDm isMG dIaF clfkIaF aqy AUDm isMG df Bjn isMG nUM smJfAuNx vfly rveIey df sqnfmoN Au-wpr bhuq asr sI. qfeI krqfrI df Bolfpn, hr vyly vfihgurU siqnfm jpxf. krqfrI nUM ijs kfgjL Au-wpr ikhf igaf. Aus kfgjL Au-wpr hI krqfrI ny afpxf aMgUTf lf idwqf. lokF ny jgjIq nUM bhuq cuwikaf ik qyry ihsy dI jmIn qyry hwQoN jFdI rihxI hY. jy qyrf bfp jINdf huMdf qF kuwJ hor gwl sI. afpxI mF nUM smJfvy ik Auh iksy kfgjL Au-wpr afpxf aMgUTf nf lfvy pr jgjIq isMG afKdf irhf,"jmIn qF myry GridaF kol hI rihxI hY ikhVI iksy prfey kol cly jfxI hY. jgjIq ny lokF nUM smJfieaf ik miraF ikhVIaF jmInF afdmI dy nfl jFdIaF hn."
sqnfmoN nUM Xfd afAuNdf iqRkflF svyry jd qfeI jgjIq nUM jwgf kihky afvfjL idMdI qF ibsLnf afpxIaF muwCF nUM vwt cfVHdf aqy sqnfmoN nUM corI njLr nfl vyKdf hoieaf aOty vwl Au-wlt Au-wlt vyKdf ik ikqy jwgf Ausdy ivhVy vwl qF nhIN Jfkdf. sqnfmoN dI iesy kfrn keI vfr PjLUl KMuB-Tuwp vI hoeI pr jwgy ny sqnfmoN vwl kdy vI afpxI awK AuTf ky nhIN sI qwikaf . jd sMiDaf vyly ivhVy ivwc cuwlHy muwZ bYTf jwgf afpxI mF krqfrI nfl gwlF krdf qF jwgy dI afvfjL suxky ibsLnf ibnF bflxo sV bl jFdf. sqnfmoN nUM ibsLny koloN KfDI afpxI kuwt Xfd afAuNdI. ijs idn jwgf aMimRqsroN afieaf sI. Ausny afpxI mF krqfrI nUM afiKaf," mF mYN aMmRrq pfn kr ilaf hY."
krqfrI ny afiKaf sI,"gurU qyrf Blf kry. bhuq bIbf puwq bx igaf. hux ivafh vI krvf lY ikqy. koeI myrf vI afsrf ho jfAUgf."
ieh sux ky jwgf cuwp irhf. afpxy mUMhoN kuwJ vI nf boilaf. jwgy nUM cuwp hoieaf soc ky krqfrI ny afpxI iswDI sfdI dlIl nfl smJfieaf,"puwq iehdy ivwc sMg kfhdI! sfrf jhfn ivafh krvfAuNdf hY."
"nhIN mF, mYN ajy ivafh nhIN krvfAuxf,ijMnF icr Kflsf surKurU nhIN ho jFdf. mF qlI AuNwpr sIs rwK ky iPridaF nUM ivafh nhIN jwcdy." jwgf afpxI mF nUM ieh kih ky brFzy ivwc izwTI mMjI Au-wpr jf suwqf. Aus rfq ibsLny ny sqnfmoN nUM ies kr ky mfiraf sI ik jwgf Auhdy kr ky hI ivafh nhIN krvfAuNdf. hor kuwt mfr qoN zrdI sqnfmoN Aus rfq cIk vI nf mfr skI. Aus rfq Gotxy dI mfr nfl sqnfmoN dIaF hwzIaF iqVk geIaF sn pr Ausny mUMhoN sI qwk nhIN kIqI sI. aMgITI Au-wpr rwKy pqIly ivwcoN lsn dy BuwJx df hmk sI jF ibsLny dIaF bdkfr socxIaF df musLk sI. sqnfmoN ny afpxy dupwty nfl afpxf nwk ZwkdI hoeI ny pqIly dy Zwkx nUM cMgI qrHF krky bMd kr idwqf. Auh socdI jdoN Auh svyry iqRkflF smyN bfhr KyqF vwl jFdI hoeI mMdr koloN dI lMGdI qF pujfrI dI kuVI ikRsLnf Ausdf rfh rok ky afKdI,"nI BfbI, mYnUM jwgf bhuq suhxf lgdf hY."
sqnfmoN afpxy GuMz nUM dovF hwQF dIaF Au-NglIaF nfl ieMJ cOVf krky Ausdy mUMh sfhmxy krdI ijvyN GuMz ivwc ikRsLnf df hI ichrf lko lYxf huMdf hY aqy ikRsLnf nUM GUr ky afKdI,"Pot nI aVIey,nUMhF DIaF ipMz dy muMizaF bfry ieMJ nhIN kdy socdIaF huMdIaF."
ies sB kuwJ nUM socdI hoeI sqnfmoN df mUMh iksy suafd jhy nfl Br igaf. Ausny keI icrF qoN jwgy nUM aMdr bfhr lMGdf vVHdf nhIN vyiKaf sI. Ausdy kMnI qfeI dI gwl hmysLf gUMjdI," myrf puwq aMbrsr Drm dI kmfeI krn igaf hY. pUry svf sfl ipwCoN afeygf myrf jwgf puwqr . sMiDaF vyly gurduafry imlU mYnUM af ky." aqy eysy sMiDaF dI sqnfmoN dy idl aMdr hFj rihMdI aqy eysy krky hI aMgITI Au-wproN pqIlf lfh ky qfeI nUM gurduafry lY ky jfx df ierfdf kIqf sI.
sqnfmoN ny dr dIaF JIqF QfxIN vyiKaf ik krqfrI bfhrlf kuMzf mfr ky glI dy ivckfr vgdI nflI afpxI zMgorI dy afsry twp geI sI. kMmoN dy sfh dy ivwc sfh nhIN sI imldf jdoN Ausny afAuNdI ny krqfrI dI zMgorI PV leI sI. krqfrI zMgorI nfl icMbVI kMmoN dy isr Au-wpr afpxf hwQ PyrdI bolI,"puwq kMmoN ."
kMmoN ny krqfrI dI zMgorI nUM kMD vwl nuM iKwc ky hwPdI hoeI ny afiKaf," byby toaf ."
krqfrI ny iKwcI zMgorI vwl afpxf kdm Br ilaf. ajy cfr ku kdm hI puwty hoxy af, awigE inMmoN af geI. afpxI mF vwl vyK ky kMmoN ny krqfrI dI zMgorI afpxy hwQoN Cwz idwqI aqy afpxIaF nfsF ivwc Au-NglI pf ky mUMh iZwlf ijhf krky prHy ho ky KV geI. krqfrI ny zMgorI nUM ieDr Audr GuMmf ky afiKaf," kMmoN puwq qUM ikQy geI?"
inMmoN ny afx ky jd kMmoN dI ZUeI Au-wqy QwpV mfiraf qF Ausdy Jwgy ivwcoN DUV ievyN Au-wzI ijvyN AubldI dfl dy pqIly Au-wproN Zwkx cuwkx nfl BfP Au-wzdI hY. inMmoN ny ksIs vwtdI hoeI ny afiKaf,"qYnUM bIh vfr afiKaf, imwtI Zyr ivwc nf Kyizaf kr." Ausdf mUMh dupwty nfl sfP krdI hoeI,"jfh qfeI nUM gurduafry Cwz ky CyqI Gr vfps afeIN. qYnUM qyry Bfpy dy afAuNx qoN pihlF nuhf DuaF dEUN." iPr qfeI nUM afKdI," qfeI qUM gurduafry hI rhIN. kuVI nUM nuhf ky mYN qYnUM gurduafirE lY jfAUNgI."
inMmoN dy mfipaF aqy BYxF BrfvF df cfa krqfrI bhuq krdI sI. jdoN vI Auh inMmoN nUM imlx afey sn. Bjn isMG dy Gr nfloN ijLafdf cfa aqy dyx lYx krqfrI hI krdI sI. krqfrI nUM aijhf kridaF afpxI nUMh vrgf cfa cVHdf sI. inMmoN dy mfpy vI krqfrI df bhuq krdy. jd krqfrI ny sfrI jmIn afpxy idAurf nUM dy idwqI sI qF Auh inMmoN nUM afpxy Gr lY gey sn aqy keI idn Audfs Audfs hI rhy sn. jd jwgf GroN aMimRqsr cilaf igaf qF puls ny krqfrI nUM ihrfsq ivwc lY ilaf sI. inMmoN dy mfipaF ny afpxI pUrI vfh lfeI. AunHF ny Qfxydfr nUM ikhVI isLPfrsL nhI puafeI pr AunHF nUM ies gwl dI smJ nhIN sI pYNdI ik krqfrI nUM ikAuN nhIN Cwzdy? jd krqfrI iqMn mhIny ipwiCE Gr afeI qF Ausdf lwk puils dI kuwt mfr nfl kuwbf ho igaf sI. Ausdy srIr Au-wqy Ausqry nfl jKLm krky puils ny jKLmF ivwc lUx Biraf sI. puils krqfrI koloN jwgy bfry puwCdI sI. krqfrI nUM nf pqf sI ik jwgf ikQy hY aqy kI kMm krdf hY? eysy krky Auh puils nUM kuwJ vI nf dws skI. jwgy bfry AusnUM eynF jrUr pqf sI ik Ausdf jwgf aMimRqsr Drm dI kmfeI krn igaf hoieaf hY. ieho hI Qfxy ivwc kihMdI rhI. mfr kutfeI dI pIVH kfrn Ausny ro ro ky afpxIaF awKF dI loa guaf leI sI. inMmoN ieho kuwJ socdI jd qurn lwgI qF Ausny afiKaf," qfeI QflI iswDI krky PV, afty dy dIvy ivwcoN Gyh zuwlHI jFdf hY."
kMmoN ny krqfrI dI zMgorI PVI aqy iKwcky awgy nUM qor ilaf. krqfrI ny zMgorI nUM pwkI PrsL Au-pr iewk do vfrI mfiraf qF kMmoN ny krqfrI dy mUMh vwl vyiKaf ik krqfrI dy buwlH Prkdy sn. hwQ kMbdy sn. Ausny kMmoN nUM puwiCaf," kMmoN awj kI vfr hY?"
"vIrvfr byby ." kMmoN ny jd ikhf qF Ausdy imwtI nfl ilwbVy hoey mUMh ivwcoN icwty dMdF ivwckfr do tuwty hoey dMd ievyN lwgy ijvyN hwlt dI cwklI dy do bUVIey tuwty hoey hox. Ausny iPr ikhf," byby qYnUM pqf." ieh kihky kMmoN cuwp ho geI.
"nI kuVy kMmoN ! kI pqf? gwl nhIN krdI." krqfrI ny AuqfvlI huMdI hoeI ny PrsL Au-wqy afpxI zMgorI KVkfeI.
"byby mYnUM bfmxF dI kmlf ny dwisaf ik aMbrsr gurduafrf sfrf Zfh idwqf. gurduafry ivwc byby cor luwky hoey sn. srkfr ny sfry mfr idwqy." kMmoN ny atk atk ky afpxI gwl pUrI kr idwqI.
"cor !" krqfrI ny Gbrfht nfl ikhf aqy Ausdy kMbdy hwQF ivwc PVI QflI hyTF izwg peI.
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... af... byby Gyh sfrf zuwlH igaf." kMmoN ny QflI ivwc afty df dIvf suafrdI hoeI ny afiKaf.krqfrI ny kMD df afsrf lYNdI hoeI ny afiKaf," jfh puwq kMmoN brFzy ivwc pIpI peI af. dIvy nUMc Gyh hor pf ilaf."
krqfrI ny soicaf Ausdf jwgf vI aMimRqsr ivwc hI sI pr Auh qF cor nhIN af. ijhVy isMGF ny nrdeI Qfxydfr nUM mfiraf sI aqy mYnUM Qfxy qoN Cuzf ky ilafey sn AunHF qF afiKaf sI," mfeI qyrf puwq jwgf Drm dI kmfeI krdf. aMbrsr gurduafry ivwc rihMdf. qUM iksy gwl df iPkr nf krIN. awj qoN bfad qYnUM srkfr qMg nhIN krygI. asIN hux srkfr dy bfp bx gey hF. jwgf afeygf iewk idn qYnUM imlx. sMiDaF vyly afeygf mfeI. gurduafry hI afx ky imlygf qYnUM. Ausdf iewk sunyhf sI." ieh Xfd krky krqfrI dIaF KVoqI dIaF lwqF kMbx lwg peIaF. jd Ausny afpxy idmfgL Au-wpr bhuq jor pf ky afpxy jwgy dy GroN jfx dy idn igxy. awj pMdrvI sMgrFd qoN pUry cfr idn Au-wqy ho gey sn. AusnUM lwgf ijvyN jwgf srkfr ny gurduafry ivwc hI Drm dI kmfeI krdf hI mfr idwqf hY. Aus koloN inrdeI srkfr df vqIrf guwJf nhIN sI. Auh Qfxy ivwc swq swq idn BuwKI rhI sI. kuwt mfr KFdI rhI sI. iBRsLtfcfr vyKdI rhI sI. DIaF puwqF leI bwd-duafvF sihMdI aqy gMdIaF aqy nMgIaF gfhlF suxdI rhI sI. Ausny puwqF vrgy ispfhIaF dI golI awgy ihwk krky afpxI CfqI nUM quVvfieaf sI. ienHF jflmF ny ikhVf jbr nhIN jfilaf? ieh KOry swc hI hovy. myrf jwgf, ienHF jLflmF dy hwQoN aMbrsr ivwc hI ikqy mfiraf nf igaf hovy. kMmoN ny GroN afx ky jd zMgorI PVI qF Ausdy hwQ ivwc PVI QflI ivwc krqfrI dy hMJU itwpk pey.
"byby qUM ronIN ikAuN eyN?" kMmoN ny zMgorI nUM JMjoV ky puwiCaf.
krqfrI ny kMmoN koloN QflI PVdI hoeI ny afiKaf,"puwq cONk af igaf lwgdf."
"hF byby afh lY gurduafry dIaF pOVIaF cVH." kMmoN nypOVI dy pihly zMzy kol krdI hoeI ny afiKaf.
krqfrI ny cfr pOVIaF cVH ky gurduafry dI srdl Au-wpr mwQf tyikaf. bfhr spIkr Au-wpr gurduafry aMdr pVH ho rhI rihrfs vwjx lwg peI. krqfrI ny afpxI suwcm krky gurduafry aMdr prvysL kIqf aqy kMmoN ny sfhmxy pRkfsLI hoeI bIV kol jf ky krqfrI dI zMgorI afpxy hwQ ivwc PV leI. krqfrI ny bIV awgy afpxf nwk rgiVaf aqy kUwJ pwl JuwkI rhI. iPr kMmoN dy shfry kMD kol ho ky bih geI. jdo kMmoN nUM Xfd afieaf qF Auh AusdI zMgorI Ausdy kol rwKky afp Gr nUM nwT qurI.
rihrfs df pfT muwk igaf. krqfrI ny KVI ho ky kMmoN nUM hfk mfrI," puwq kMmoN, af puwq, bwqI df awgf Gyh ivwc iBAuN ky jgdy dIvy nfloN ieh joq jgf dy."
gurduafry df BfeI qfibaf qoN Au-wTky kol af igaf aqy kihMdf,"krqfr kOry awj ibjlI afeI hoeI ey . awj koeI dIvf nhIN jwgdf."
"dIvf, koeI dIvf nhIN jwgdf awj, qUM swc kihMnF ey. awj iswK pMQ dy sfry dIvy buwJ gey hn. myrf jwgf
.... . sB alop ho gey hn. krqfrI ies qrHF afK ky htI hI sI. guduafry dy BfeI ny qIlI bfl ky Ausdf dIvf jgf idwqf aqy dIvy nUM QflI ivwcoN cuwk ky afly ivwc Dr idwqf.kMmoN dy Gr phuMcx Au-pr inMmoN ny cuwlyH Au-wpr pfxI kosf ijhf kIqf. kMmoN dy kpVy lfhy aqy iPr sqnfmo nUM ikhf,"sqnfmoN BYx jI, jfh afdmIaF dy Gr afAuNx qoN pihlF pihlF qfeI nUM Gr lY af. mYN kMmoN nUM nuhf Duaf lvF." sqnfmoN ny rsoeI dy kIqy kMm aqy ajy hor krn vfly sfry inMmoN nUM smJf ky gurduafry vwl qur peI. cMd dI cfnxI BrpUr sI. sqnfmoN awj bhuq KusL sI. Ausdf ibsLnf awj pihly idn sLihr ivwc kMm krn igaf sI. Auh kfhlI kfhlI gurduafry vwl vwD rhI sI.
gurduafry dy cONk ivwc iewk isMG nUM KVf vyK ky Ausdy pYr QF hI KV gey. Auh pYrF qoN lY ky isr qwk kMb geI. Ausdf idl kIqf Auh vfps Gr prq jfvy pr iPr Auh hOslf krky KVy Kflsy dy kuwJ hor njLdIk ho geI. Ausny vyiKaf ik isMG dy sIs Au-wpr kysrI dsqfr sI. dsqfr Au-wpr iewk cwkr ilsLkdf sI. duwD icwtf kuwVqf pjfmf sjfieaf hoieaf sI. gl ivwc gfqry dy nfl golIaF vflI bwdrI nfl ipsqOl tMigaf hoieaf sI. ieh sB kuwJ vyK ky pihlF qF Auh Gbrf geI iPr AusnUM lwgf ijvyN ipMz dy gurduafry dI sLfn hI ies isMG nfl bxdI hY. Auh byiDafnI ho ky Kflsy koloN zrdI zrdI gurduafry dIaF pOVIaF cVH geI. gurduafry dI srdl Au-wpr afpxf mwQf tyk ky jd Ausny ipwCFh vwl nUM Jfikaf qF Ausny vyiKaf ik Kflsf afpxIaF awKF mItI afpxy mUMh ivwc kuwJ pVH irhf hY. AusnUM mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN KVy kflsy ny Aus koloN lMGdI vwl Ausny iDafn hI nhIN kIqf hoxf. sqnfmoN ieh soc ky ik AusnUM ies gwl nfl kI vfsqf hY?Auh cuwp krky gurduafry dy aMdr geI aqy qfeI krqfrI dI zMgorI PV ky bfhr lY afeI.
Kflsf iewk dm krqfrI dy crnf Au-wpr jf ZwTf. sqnfmoN bhuq hYrfn sI. krqfrI ny puwiCaf,"kOx? myrf puwq jwgf, qUM af
igaf sLyiraf." jwgy ny kuwJ bolHx qoN ibnHF hI Ausdy crnf Au-wqy afpxf mwQf rwgV idwqf.krqfrI ny afpxI zMgorI nUM vgfh mfiraf aqy mwQf tykx vfl dy isr Au-wpr hI ZyrI ho geI. jwgy ny afpxI mF nUM AuTfilaf aqy afiKaf," mF mYN qYnUM afiKaf sI nf ik mYN svf sfl bfad afvFgf."
"puwq jwgy ! mYN suixaf aMbrsr gurduafrf Zfh idwqf. sfrI sfD sMgq aMdr hI mfr idwqI." krqfrI ny afpxy hMJUaF nfl BrvIN afvfjL lmkfAuNdI hoeI ny jwgy koloN puwiCaf.
"hF mF, hux mYN srkfr koloN ies gwl df bdlf lYx leI GroN cly jfvFgf. muV ky qyry myry myly EnF icr nhIN hoxgy ijMnF icr Kflsf afjLfd nhIN ho jFdf." jwgy ny Au-wqr idwqf.
"nf puwq buwZI TyrI nUM nUMkwlI nUM Cwz ky hux nf jfeIN." krqfrI qrlf krky socx lwg peI, iPr aMbrsr dI byhurmqI df bdlf ikvyN ilaf jfvygf?
"mF awj hjLfrF mfvF aOqrIaF ho geIaF hn.lwKF dy suhfg sLhId ho gey hn. keIaF dy bfp awj alop ho gey hn. keIaF dIaF mfvF sLhIdI pf geIaF hn. keIaF dIaF BYxf aqy keIaF BYxf dy vIr mOq lfVI ny vr ley hn. qUM dws, mYN iks qrHF qyry kol bih skdf hF?" jwgy ny lfl bbUly hoey ny afiKaf.
"pihlF mYnUM iksy KUh ivwc Dwkf dy jfh. iPr cly jfeIN ijQy jfxf." krqfrI ny Qfxy ivwc gujLry kihr nUM Xfd krky afiKaf.
"mF ijMnHF nUM srkfr cor kihMdI hY. aiqvfdI kihMdI hY. mYN AunHF Drm vfsqy lVdy XoiDaF koloN akfl qKq df hukmnfmf lY ky afieaF hF. mYN srkfr dy jLulm nUM mytx leI lV mrFgf pr mrn qoN pihlF akfl qKq dy hukmnfmy anusfr ipMz ipMz sLihr sLihr ivKy kysrI insLfn JulfvFgf. pMQ ivwc hoey lwKF DiVaF nUM dwsFgf ik kysrI insLfn dy Qwly juVn qoN isvfey Kflsy leI awj koeI hor jgHf nhIN hY." jwgy ny ieh kih ky
afpxI mF dy iKaflF nUM qbdIl krn dI koisLsL kIqI.
"jfh puwq Drm XuwD leI lVIN. iksy Au-wpr jLulm nf krIN. myrf awj qoN koeI iPkr nf krIN. mYN qF pwkf hoieaf Pl hF. pqf nhIN ikhVI nHyrI nfl JV jfvFgI?" krqfrI ny srkfr dy jLulm df aMq vyiKaf hoieaf sI aqy bVy hOsly nfl jwgy nUM GroN qur jfx leI asIs idwqI.
asIs lYNdf hI jwgf cONk qoN bfhr ho igaf. kol KVHI sqnfmoN CYl-CbIly nUM vyKdI hI rih geI pr jwgy ny Aus vwl afpxI awK cuwk ky vI nhIN vyiKaf sI. sqnfmoN ny iPr qfeI koloN puwiCaf,"qfeI ieh afpxf jwgf sI !"
"hF puwq, mrjIvVf ivcfrf." krqfrI ny sqnfmoN nUM ieh afK ky afpxI zMgorI nUM pOVIaF Au-wpr KVkfieaf aqy sqnfmoN dy shfry pOVIaF AuNwqr ky Gr vwl nUM qur peI.
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"myrIaF njLrF ivwc iksy iensfn df siqkfr Ausdy rMg, nsl jF Aus kol bhuqy Dn kfrn nhIN hY. pRfqUM Ausdy cflcln, AusdI ivdvqf aqy AusdI sUJ bUJ anusfr hoxf cfhIdf hY. pr grIb hox dI vjHf krky jykr Auh afpxy afp nUM sjf bxf ky cuwsq aqy PrqIlf nhIN rwKdf qF iPr AusdI sUJ bUJ Au-wpr ikMqU hY." ivlIam dI ilKq ivwc jdoN inKfr afieaf sI qF Aus ivwc ajyhIaF swqrF aMdr kfmy dy psIny vrgI mihk sI.
Ausny jdoN ieh iliKaf, "hr pRfxI BfvyN Auh iksy vI mjLHb jF dysL nUM sMbMDq hY, Auh grIb hY jF amIr hY, Auh kflf,gorf,lfl jF BUry rMg df hY, Auh sfry dy sfry iewko pRmfqmf dy hI sfjy hoey hn." ienHF sLbdF nfl aMgryjLI pRYs ivwc ijvyN Bucfl af igaf, hr iewk dy mn aMdr hwl-cwl jhI mwc geI sI. ivlIam df ieh ivsLf pRYs leI keI qrHF dI aflocnf df mfiDam vI bixaf irhf. kfly aqy gory mjLdUrF nUM XUnIan ivwc iewk muwT ho jfx leI jdoN Ausny afvfjL AuTfeI qF sfry XOrp dIaF swjy pwKI srkfrF mfnoN kMb hI geIaF sn. ijs vyly Ausny pRvfsIaF dy rihx sihx aqy AunHF dI afrQk siQwqI dI jn-gxnf kIqI aqy AunHF dIaF iZwg vrgIaF hflfqF vyK ky Ausdf mn
dRv ijhf igaf. Ausny iPr iliKaf, "ijnHF nUM pihlF kMm imlxf cfhIdf hY, Auh afvfsI lok hn. jykr ienHF dIaF hflfqF nUM nf suDfiraf igaf qF dunIaF khygI ik ieMglYNz vI qIsrI dunIaF df hI iewk Bfg hY."
ivlIam dfnsLvrF ivwc igixaf jfx lwg ipaf. AusdI akl dI DFk jMm geI. Ausny bqOr aKbfr nvIsL afpxf nvyklf hI sQfn bxf ilaf. Ausny vwzy vwzy lyKkF dI afsmfn cVHI hoeI guwzI dI zor ivwckfroN hI kwt idwqI. ieh ivlIam dI klm df isKr sI. TIk isKr Au-wpr phuMc ky AusdI ijLMdgI ijvyN pwltf Kf geI hovy. Auh bhuq smF kuwJ vI ilK nf sikaf. keI pRkfsLkF ny Ausdy Gr muhry DrnF mfiraf. ieh pRkfsLk
keI DrfvF dy nfl sMbMDq sn. koeI afKdf myry prcy vfsqy pUMjIvfd dy ivsLy Au-wpr kuwJ ilKo. koeI kihMdf kuwJ ies qrHF df ilKo ijs nfl kfly gory mjLdUrF ivwc aMq df pfVf pY jfey. koeI afKdf ik rfjnIqk aKfVy vwl vI afpxI klm ajLmfeI kro. bhuqy pRkfsLkF vloN AusnUM kfPLI dOlq df Jfsf vI idwqf igaf. jd ivlIam ny afpxI ilKq nUM nf vycx kfrn dOlq nUM lwq mfr idwqI qF pRkfsLkF dIaF sB koisLsLF ivarwQ rih geIaF. AunHF dIaF afsF Au-wpr pfxI iPr igaf. awj Ausdy nvyN nfvl ny pRYs ivwc iPr hwl cwl mcf idwqI. Aus ivwc afey eyzy vwzy pRIvrqn Au-wpr sfrI pRYs bhuq hYrfn sI. AusdI ijLMdgI ivwc pwltf af jfx dI vI ajLIb hI khfxI hY.iewk dhfky dI gwl hY jd ivlIam Guwg vsdy lMzn sLihr dI hvf qoN vI qyjL cldI ijLMdgI nUM Cwzky afpxIaF CuwtIaF kwtx vfsqy skftlYNz nUM quiraf. AuQy Ausdf smuMdr dy iknfry iewk inwky jhy ipMz ivwc afpxf Gr sI. iesy Gr ivwc Auh jMimaf pilaf aqy iesy ipMz dy lfgly sLihr ivwc hI Ausny afpxI muwZlI aqy Au-wcI ividaf pRfpq kIqI. ies ipMz dy ierd igrd df mhOl bhuq hI azol aqy sLFq hY. awDI rfq dy CnFty vFg hI idn rfq gujLrdy. motr kfr df qF clxf iewk pfsy irhf Aus ipMz nUM bws vI idhfVI ivwc isrP do vfr hI phuMcdI.
smuMdr dy iknfry nUMsI gwljLnUM qoN ibnHF bfkI ipMz dy duafly vfly drwKqF Au-wpr pMCI vI ikqy idn cVHy hI afpxy aflHixaF ivwcoN inkldy. ipMz ivwc koeI dukfn nhIN sI. koeI kfrKfnF nhIN sI aqy nf hI koeI srkfrI dPLqr hI sI. ievyN lwgdf ijvyN sfry ieMglYNz dI rOsLnI dI rPLqfr vFg cldI ijLMdgI ies ipMz qwk phuMc ky KV jFdI hovy, cuwp ho jFdI hovy. aijhy mOsm dy asr hyT ivlIam afp vI bVf sLFq suBf df mnuwK bx igaf. mjLfk, aqy cflfkI Aus dy kol vI nf ZuwkI. hr gwl nUM bVI Bfivkqf nfl ivcfrdf aqy Ausdy iswty Au-wpr phuMcx leI AusnUM afpxy idmfgL ivwc iKaflF aqy dlIlF df
mhFBfrq vrgf XuwD rcfAuNxf pYNdf. lMznoN qur ky pMj ku sO mIl df sPLr Ausny afpxI kfr ivwc koeI CyaF ku GMitaF ivwc hI muk ilaf. Ausdf ipMz hflI pUry iewk sO mIl Au-wpr siQwq sI. ijAuN ijAuN vft ipMz dy lfgy nUM muwkI jFdI sI iqAuN iqAuN ivlIam hux QkyvF mihsUs krn lwg ipaf. plF ivwc bwdl Gul gey. lOZy vyly hI bwdlF kfrn Guwp hnyrf ho igaf. ivlIam ny bwdlF nUM hvf vFg kfr Au-proN dI Au-wzdf qwikaf. plF ivwc hI bwdl afps ivwcI ieMJ aVH gey ijvyN smuMdr df pfxI acwl huMdf hY. bwdl pwl pwl mgroN sMGxy aqy kfly sLfh huMdy gey. ivlIam ny afpxI kfr dy drvfjLy df sLIsLf QoVf ijhf KoilHaf aqy TMZI hvf nUM iewk lMmy sfry sfh nfl aMdr nUM iKwc ky iewk hAukf ilaf. afpxI kfr dy drvfjLy dy sLIsLy nUM iPr Au-wpr cVHf ilaf. ivlIam ny afpxy srIr nUM kfr dI sIt Au-wpr ieDr AuDr ihlfieaf aqy bVy afrfm nfl afpxy vflF nUM suafr ky afpxI kfr iPr qyjL kr leI. bwdl jLor dI ilsLikaf. ivlIam dIaF awKF cuMiDaf geIaF. iksy zr nfl Ausdy idl Au-wproN iewk cIs jhI Au-wTI. Ausny iewk ksIs jhI vwtI. jd bwdl iPr jLor dI gVHikaf qF Ausny afpxI kfr mwlo mwlI hOlI kr leI. bwdl dI gVHkx nfl hI iewk jLor dyxI mINh df Crftf afieaf aqy iPr mwTf ho igaf. bwdl iPr ilsLikaf, iPr gVHikaf aqy mINh hor qyjL huMdf huMdf muVH ky nf Gitaf. mINh bhuq vwzy jhy JwKV ivwc bdl igaf. sfhmxI hvf dy tkrfE kfrn kfr hor qOjL nhI kIqI jFdI sI. jykr Auh mfVI jhI vI afpxI kfr dI spIz nUM vDfAuNdf qF hvf kfr nUM cuwk cuwk mfrdI. ivlIam nUM ieMJ lwgx lwgdf ijvyN AusdI kfr dy phIey sVk qoN Au-wcy Au-wzdy hn. mINh molHyDfr motIaF motIaF ikxIaF vflf lgfqfr vrHn lwg ipaf. ikxIaF Gx vFg kfr Au-wpr vwj rhIaF sn. ijnHF dy KVfky ny ivlIam nUM bolf kr idwqf. sMGxIaF ikxIaF nfl hoey hnyry ny ivlIam nUM aMnHF vI kr idwqf. kuwJ smF qF ivlIam afpxI kfr nUM sVk qoN Auqfr ky iewk pfsy KVI krky, bYTf irhf. jd JwKV dy nf hwtx dI AumId vyKI qF Ausny hOslf krky kfr nUM hOlI hOlI iPr qor ilaf . JwKV qF kihMdf sI ik bs awj mYN hI hF. jd bwdl ilsLkdf aqy gVHkdf qF ivlIam dI jfn muwT ivwc af jFdI. hnyrI sVk Au-wpr hwQ Au-wpr hwQ mfiraf vI nhIN idwsdf sI. ivlIam ny GMty ku dI vft hor kwt leI. JwKV kuwJ QMm igaf. ajy bIh ku mIl hI mukfey sn ik afsmfn iblkul sfPL ho igaf. rfq dy nON vwj cuwky sn. afsmfn Au-wpr qfry cmkx lwg pey sn. hvf iblkul ruwk geI sI. keI drwKq JwKV qoN afpxf lwk quVvf ky afpxI ihwk aqy bfhvF DrqI nUM lf ky lyt gey sn. jo drwKq azol KVy sn, Auh afpxy srIr nUM iZwlf Cwz gey sn. AunHF dIaF tfhxIaF aqy pwqIaF Au-proN pfxI iqwp iqwp krky ieMJ co irhf sI ijvyN brsfqF ivwc kwcf koTf co irhf huMdf hovy. sVkF duafly lwgI vfV aqy JfVIaF jVHoN puwt ho ky dUr dUr qwk iKlr puwlr geIaF sn. zUMGIaF sVkF Au-wpr pfxI igwty igwty KVf ho igaf sI. iekFq hux bINzy vFg gUMjx lwg ipaf sI.ivlIam hor awgy cly igaf. AusnUM kfr clfAuNx ivwc vDyry sOK ho geI. aflf duaflf vyKxf Aus leI hux bhuq afsfn ho igaf. kuwJ dUr jf ky Ausny vyiKaf iewk inwkI jhI (imMnI) kfr Kwz ivwc Au-wltI hoeI peI hY. afpxI kfr nUM hOlI krky ivlIam ny bVy gOh nfl Au-wltI hoeI kfr nUM muV qwikaf. mUDI hoeI kfr
dy sfeINlYNsr ivwcoN DUaF inkl irhf sI. Ausdy prAupkfrI mn Au-wpr swt lwgI. Auh afpxI kfr nUM KVI krky imMnI kfr vwl Bwj ipaf. Ausny kfr dI sIt Au-wpr nUMsIt ibwltnUM nfl bwJI hoeI isr Bfr lmkdI hoeI iewk aOrq qwkI. aOrq dy ichry Au-wpr lMmy lMmy sunihrI vfl lmkdy sn aqy kuwJ AusnUM afeI grmI kfrn Ausdy mwQy nUM hI icMbVy hoey sn. lmkdy vflF ivwcI jd ivlIam ny qwikaf qF Aus aOrq df ichrf Ausdy mn ivwc hI KuwB igaf. Aus dy idl ivwc iewk qrMg jhI Au-wTI, iewk AumMg jhI jfgI. Ausny afpxf Evrkot lfihaf aqy iknfry vflI inwcVI hoeI sVk Au-pr ivCf idwqf. afpxy isr nUM JMjoiVaf aqy aOrq nUM kfr ivwcoN kwZ ilaf aqy ivCfey hoey Evrkot Au-wpr lMmI pf idwqf. AusdI awDnMgI ihwkVI qwk ky ivlIam df idl DVikaf. Ausny AusdI ihwk Au-pr afpxf iewk kMn lf ky Ausdy sfhF nUM cldf mihsUisaf. jd AusnUM XkIn ho igaf ik aOrq ajy jIAUNdI hY qF Ausny afpxf kMn prHy htf ilaf. Ausdf kosf kosf hoieaf kMn islHI hvf nfl muV Tr igaf. ivlIam nUM ijLMdgI ivwc pihlI vfr mihsUs hoieaf ik aOrq afdmI dI ijLMdgI leI ikAuN jLrUrI hY? Ausny aOrq nUM cuwikaf aqy afpxI kfr dI ipwClI sIt Au-wpr AusnUM lMmI pf idwqf. Ausdy nMgy hoey pwtf Au-wproN AusdI muVI hoeI sikrt iswDI kr idwqI. afpxy Evrkot nfl Ausdf srIr Zwk ky afpxI kfr qor leI. aOrq kfr dy hfdsy kfrn byhosL sI pr ivlIam ies acfnk hoeI Gtnf bfry socdf socdf afpxy hI iKaflF ivwc mDhosL hoeI jFdf sI. hux Auh afpxy Gr dy bhuq njLdIk phuMc igaf sI. Ausdy Gr dy lfgy koeI hspqfl nhIN sI. Auh mn ivwc socdf ik ies aOrq nUM afpxy Gr hI lY cly. kdI socdf ik ies nUM hspqfl hI lY ky jfxf cfhIdf hY, ikAuNik ivlIam qoN ibnHF Aus aOrq dI dyK Bfl krn vflf Gr ivwc hor koeI nhIN sI. iensfnIaq dy nfqy afiKr Aus aOrq nUM Ausny iewk hspqfl ivwc dfKl krvf idwqf. jd zfktr ny ivlIam nUM dwisaf ik hux koeI Kqry vflI gwl nhIN hY qF Auh afpxy ipMz phuMc ky afpxy Gr jf ky afrfm nfl sON igaf.QkyvyN df BMinaf hoieaf ivlIam dUjI svyr kuwJ dyr qwk afpxy Gr plMG Au-wpr hI lMmIaF qfx ky suwqf irhf. svyrsfr hI Ausdf iksy ny drvfjLf afx KVkfieaf. ivlIam ny gOn pihinaf hoieaf sI. Auh Gr df drvfjLf KolHdf hI hYrfn ho igaf. drvfjLy sfhmxy AuhI aOrq KVI muskRf rhI sI ijsnUM Auh rfqI hspqfl Cwz ky afieaf sI. ivlIam dy Dur idloN iewk hOl ijhf Au-wiTaf. ies qoN pihlf ik aOrq kuwJ boldI ivlIam AusnUM huwb ky kihx lwgf," afAu, afAu, jI afieaF nUM, aMdr
lMG afAu."aOrq vgYr iksy iJwjk qoN Gr dy aMdr lMG afeI. ivlIam ny
iewk soPy Au-wpr AusnUM bYTx vfsqy ikhf aqy afp kuwJ imMtF dI iejLfjq mMg ky afpxf mUMh hwQ DOx cly igaf.ivlIam dy cly jfx mgroN aOrq ny kmry dy cfry pfsy afpxI njLr GuMmfeI. kMDF Au-wpr aDuink rMgF aqy ZMgF nfl qrfsLy hoey kYnivws vyK ky dMg rih geI. pwl ku mgroN sfhmxy kMD Au-wpr lmkdy sLIsLy sfhmxy jf KloeI. Ausny afpxy prs ivwcoN nUMhyar bruwsLnUM kwZ ky afpxy lMmy lMmy vflf Au-wqy Pyiraf. Ausdf hr qrHF sunwKf ichrf jd sLIsLy ivwc jiVHaf igaf qF sLIsLy nUM mfnoN cfr cMn lwg gey. Ausny sLIsLy ivwc afpxf aksL vyKidaF ivlIam dy kwd nUM ikafs ky afpxy kwd nfl mfp ilaf. ivlIam dy szOl srIr df iKafl kridaF AusdI DuMnI ivwcoN Au-wgmdI hvs nfl jd AusdI ihwk qx geI qF Ausny prs ivwcoN nUMafeI bronUM ipMsl kwZ ky afpxy Brvwty rMg ley. Auh rUM dy qUMby Au-wpr losLn lf ky afpxy ichry Au-wqy lwgI mfVI motI DUV nUM sfP krdI hoeI socdI ik ivlIam ikMnF sunwKf afdmI hY? Jwt hI AusnUM iKafl afAuNdf ies Gr ivwc koeI hor bMdf njLr qF nhIN afAuNdf. sLfied ivlIam vI myry vFg hI axivafihaf hI hovygf. aOrq muV afpxy soPy Au-wpr jf bYTI aqy kuwJ hor socx lwg peI. ivlIam ny kmry aMdr dfKl huMdy hoey ny hI afiKaf,"rfqIN mOsm QoVf ijLafdf hI Krfb ho igaf sI."
"jI hF ."aOrq ny muskRfAuNdI hoeI ny bVy lihjy nfl inwkf ijhf juvfb idwqf.
"qusIN myrf pqf ikQoN ilaf?" ivlIam ny hYrfn huMidaF hoieaF Aus aOrq koloN puwiCaf.
"jI hspqfl vfilaF koloN ijQy qusIN rfqIN mYnUM Cwz gey sI."BfvyN Ausny hspqfl vfilaF koloN bhuq jldI nfl isrP pqf hI puwC ky afpxy DVkdy idl nfl afpxy prAupkfrI df nfm puwiCaF vgYr hI Au-wQoN Bwj peI sI pr iPr vI ievyN jvfb idwqf ijvyN afp hI sfrI irport pVH ky afeI huMdI hY. ivlIam dI irhfiesL vflI jgHf sLihr ivwc bhuq pRiswD sI ies krky Auh
ibnHF rok tok qoN Ausdy Gr sOiKaF hI phuMc geI sI.
"aYksIizMt nfl bhuqI cot qF nhIN afeI." ivlIam ny afpxy idl Au-wpr Ausdy drd df Bfr pfAuNidaf hoieaF puwiCaf.
"jI, Auh qF srIrk swt kuwJ vI nhIN sI pr ijhVI swt qusIN iml ky myry mn Au-wpr mfrI hY, Ausdf koeI ielfj nhIN hY." aOrq ny ieh kuwJ kihxf chuMdI hoeI ny aCoply jhy ieMJ afiKaf," jI, vfl vfl bwc geI. aYvyN aYksIzYNt dy hOl nfl hI byhosL ho geI sF."
"qusI cfh pIEgy ik kfPLI?" ivlIam ny gwl df ruwK bdlx vfsqy Gr afeI Aus pRfhAuxI aOrq koloN puwiCaf.
"kI qusIN afp bxfAugy? Gr ivwc hor koeI nhIN bxfAux vflf?" aOrq ny awKF ivwc bVI AumMg Brky puwiCaf aqy ivlIam dy kuafrypn nUM XkInn jfnx vfsqy bVI qIbrqf nfl jvfb df ieMqjLfr krn lwgI.
"jI nhIN, mYN iewklf hI hF. mF bfp arsf hoieaf myrI dunIaf Cwz gey sn. BYx BfeI koeI hY hI nhIN. ivafh krvfAuNx nUM kdI mn bixaf hI nhIN. bs mYN iewklf hI smyN nUM vlUMDrI jFdf hF." ivlIam ny sB kuwJ afK ky afpxf mn hOlf krn leI iewk lMmf hAukf Biraf.
"clo iPr Au-wTo, mYnUM rsoeI ivKfl idE. cfh mYN iqafr kr idMdI hF."aOrq ny soPy Au-wqoN Au-wTdI hoeI ny afiKaf.
ivlIam ny qurdy hoey ny iesLfrf krky afiKaf,"clo iPr Aus sfhmxy drvfjLy vwl."
"kI mYN quhfzf nfm puwC skdI hF?" aOrq ny rsoeI vwl vwDdI hoeI ny puwiCaf.
"mYnUM ivlIam kihMdy hn." ivlIam ny afpxf sfihqk nfm lukfAuNdy hoey ny afiKaf.
"ivlIam jYksn ! Auh lyKk qF nhIN
..... ." aOrq ny qurdI qurdI ny iewk QF KVdI hoeI ny afpxy buwlF Au-wpr Au-NglI rwKdIhoeI ny PVwk dyxI puwiCaf.
"jI hF, mMdI iksmq nfl AuhI hI hF." ivlIam jvfb dy ky aOrq dI vDI hYrfnI Au-wpr inMmoNJUxf ijhf ho igaf aqy gMBIr
57 qwk vflf bolHho ky Ausny Aus aOrq df nfm puwiCaf.
"mYN vI lOKkF hF pr quhfzy jhI nhIN hF. myrI ilKq aqy socxI quhfzy nfloN iblkul Au-wlt hY. mYnUM sfihqk adfiraF ivwc lokI nUMpYtirsLfnUM kihMdy hn." aOrq ny ruwKf ijhf Au-wqr idwqf.
"pYtirsLf !quhfzI ilKq ivwc pUMjIvfd dI hmfieq bhuq rVHkdI hY. quhfzI klm ijLafdf krky snfqnI klm hY. ijs ivwc vpfrk sMboD sfkfr hY." ieh kih ky ivlIam ny afpxI ilKq dI ivlwKxqf nUM spwsLt kr idwqf.
jd Auh dony iewk sfQ nUMkfPI tyblnUM duafly bYTy cfh pINdy hoey aijhIaF gwlF Zyr sfrIaF kr hty qF pYtirsLf ijvyN bor jhI ho geI hovy. Ausdy idmfgL ivwc ivlIam bfry jo supnf sI hux Auh tuwt igaf lwgdf sI. awk dy Puwl vFg mfVI jhI iKaflF dI PUk nfl iKMz ky rozI-BozI zozI vrgf ho igaf. ivlIam dy vjUd vwl qwk ky hux AusdI hvs Au-wz geI. ipwClI rfq ivlIam dI kIqI mwdd leI Ausny dunIafvI ijhf DMnvfd kIqf aqy qur jfx leI iejLfjq mMgI.
bs ieho hI ivlIam dy jIvn ivwc iewk pwltf sI. Ausdf nvF nfvl koly dIaF KfnF ivwc krdy mjLdUrF dI XUnIan nUM lMgVf bxf igaf sI. ies nfvl dy nqIijaF nUM amlI bfxf pihnfAuNx leI srkfr quwl geI. ies ilKq swdky hI ivlIam
ny srkfr koloN kfPI Dn aqy iewjLq mfn dy nfl nfl iewk Au-wc pwdvI dI nOkrI vI pRfpq kIqI. ies nfvl dy Cwpx qoN kuwJ arsf bfad ivlIam df ivafh pYtirsLf nfl hoigaf sI. bRqfnvIN pRYs ivwc iewk vfr iPr ivlIam df ivsLf qMdUr vFg mwGx lwg ipaf sI.******
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"kI cfr jmfqF pVH leIaF,itwtafAulI dI pUC vFg hr gwl afsmfn Au-wpr cfVHI jFdI eyN. ijvyN sfry mulk df pRbMD qyry hwQ ivwc hI huMdf hY." kyvl isMG ny cfh dI ipaflI ivwc KMz Korn leI cmcf PyridaF hoieaF afpxI GrvflI mnoj nUM afiKaf.
"kyvl jI idmfgL hr ivawkqI kol huMdf hY. iksy kol QoVf aqy iksy kol bhuqf, pr ijhVy nyqf mulk clfAuNdy hn, Auh sfry idmfgLI nhIN huMdy. AunHF nUM ies kdr pRfpq kursIaF Xog pRsiQwqIaF kfrn imlIaF hoeIaF huMdIaF hn." mnoj ny afpxy pqI kyvl isMG dI gwl df Au-wqr cfh df Guwt aMdr lMGfAuNdI hoeI ny bVy TrMHmy nfl idwqf.
jdoN jdoN vI mnoj aqy kyvl isMG Gr ivwc iewkTy huMdy qF ies qrHF dI bihs Auh hmysLf krdy rihMdy hn. kdy kdy qF ieh bihs eynI BwK jFdI hY ik suxn vflf socdf hY ik awgly pwl ieh dovyN hwQo-pfeI jrUr ho pYxgy. aijhI bihs qF drasl AunHF dI rUh dI Kurfk hY. ijMnF icr Auh iksy BwKdy msly Au-wpr ivcfr ivtFdrf krky koeI inrnf nhIN lY lYNdy EnF icr AunHF dy mn nUM DIrj nf pYNdf.
mnoj iewk skUl dI pRDfnfiDafpk hY aqy kyvl isMG iewk mhFividafly ivwc prfiDafpk hY. jMm-pl dohF df hI ipMzF ivwc hoieaf. bcpn vI dohF ny ipMz ivwc hI gujLfiraf. juafnI ivwc pYr DridaF hI ieqPLfk nfl dony iDrF AucyrI ividaf dy islisly ivwc sLihrF ivwc cwkr lfAuNx lwg peIaF. AucyrI qoN AucyrI ividaf leI AunHF ny iewk mhFngr qoN dUjy mhFngr ivwc rihMidaF afpxI ijLMdgI dy keI sfl gujLfry. eyQoN qwk ik hux AunHF nUM pNyzU jIvn iblkul Buwl cuwkf sI. mnoj ipMz dy lokF vloNN siqkfry jFdy mMny pRmMny pRohq dI lVkI hY. kyvl isMG iewk kihMdy khfAuNdy ipMz ivwc rihMdy ijLMmIdfr df lVkf hY. mhFividafly qwk dI pVHfeI donf ny hI vKo vKry ividafilaF ivwc hI pVHI. iewk mhFividafly ivwc AunHF dI iewk dUjy nfl nyVqf df kfrn kyvl isMG df ividafrQI-sMG df pRDfn hoxf aqy mnoj Aus sMG dI Au-wp pRDfn qoV qwk bxI rhI. ijs kfrn mnoj df kyvl isMG nfl sMprk sihj hI ho jFdf sI. Auh ijLMdgI dy keI msilaf bfry ivcfr ivtFdrf vI krdy rihMdy. kdy mnoj dy ivcfrF nfl kyvl isMG nUM sihmq hoxf pYNdf aqy kdy mnoj kyvl isMG dIaF dlIlF Au-wqy kfeil ho jFdI. inwq dy sMprk aqy ivcfr ivtFdry ny iewk dUjy nUM gUhVf dosq bxf idwqf. ieh gUhVI dosqI iPr sLfdI ivwc bdl geI. ieh sLfdI hoeI vI pUrvjF dI asLIrvfd nfl hI. sLfdI qoN pihlF iehnF df ipafr pihlI njLr imilaf nhIN hoieaf. Auh iewk dUjy nUM hvs qoN ibnHF hI ikMnF icr smJdy rhy sn. jd mnuwKqf dy Bly leI kuwJ krn leI donF df mn iewk ho igaf qF iPr ieh iewk hoieaf mn iewk hI ho inbiVaf. donf ny ies kMm nUM awgy qorn leI iewkTy rihxf jrUrI smiJaf aqy iehI kfrn sI ijs krky donf nUM afps ivwc sLfdI krvfAuNxI peI. mfnvqf df duwK drd vMzfAuNxf hI AunHF df ipafr hY. jd kdy Auh iewk dUjy nfl ipafr ivwc gVUMd huMdy hn qF jrUr Aus smyN AunHF koeI mfnvqf dy Bly leI iewk kdm awgy puwitaf huMdf hY.
julfeI dy mhIny dy aMqly idn hn. rfqF CotIaF aqy idn lMmy hn. krfrIaF DuwpF pY rhIaF hn. kyvl isMG ny hwQ ivwc PVI cfh dI ipaflI nUM myj Au-wpr Dr ky KVHdy hoieaF mnoj nUM afiKaf,"awj grmI bhuq hY. jrf pwKf clf idaF."
"nhIN rihx idE. iPr qusIN hI ibwl qfrn lwigaF cIkxf."mnoj ny kyvl isMG dI gwl df Au-wqr idwqf.
ieh sux ky kyvl isMG soPy Au-wpr bih ky afpxy cfh vfly kwp nUM cuwk ky pIx lwg ipaf. AunHF df afps ivwc vrqfE vI aijhf hI hY. jykr iewk gwl afK idMdf ik afh cIjL TIk nhIN hY. dUsrf AusnUM KusLI KusLI pRvfn kr lYNdf. ijQoN qwk mn dI iewCf dI gwl df sMbMD hY donoN iewk dUjy dIaF loVF aqy suK afrfm leI qwqpr rihMdy hn. mnoj ny cuwp qoVidaF afiKaf,"ihMdosqfnIaF ivwc BirsLtfcfr ikMnF vwD igaf hY?
qusIN vyK lAu, ibjlI df ibwl Auqfrn jfAu qF krmcfrI Au-wproN pYsy Bfldy hn. jykr pYsy nf idAu qF ibwl hI nhIN PVdy. ibwl dI vdfiegI dI dyrI ho jfx nfl jurmfnf ho jFdf hY."
"ieh qyrI myrI hI qF gwlqI hY. ibwl smyN isr BugqfAuNx jfieaf kro qF. qusIN iewk afvfjL ho ky EnF icr ibwl qfrny bMd kr idAu ijMnF icr Auh shI ZMg nfl quhfzy ibwl nhIN kbUldy. sfry iewk muwT ho ky jurmfny nf adf kro. iPr afpy pRbMDkf nUM surq afeygI." kyvl isMG ny mnoj nUM afpxf suJf idwqf.
mnoj afpxI jgHf nUMqoN Au-wTI aqy ibjlI dy pwKy df btn dbfAuNdI hoeI bolI, "aijhy kMm leI ikhVf afpxf vkq brbfd kry. eyQy qF afvf hI AUiqaf hoieaf hY."
"jykr iensfn pihlF afp cMgf bxn dI koisLsL kry qF sfry iensfn cMgy ho jfxgy. gwl iewk afdmI qoN sLurU hox dI hY. ieh sdIaF qoN ZFcf iewk afdmI dy Krfb hox nfl hux qwk hr pRfxI dy mn ivwc gwlq vs igaf hY. duK ies gwl df hY ik awj kwlH koeI vI afdmI iksy bfry kuwJ vI nhIN krnf cfhuMdf. sB afpf hI suafrdy hn." kyvl isMG ny mnoj dI gwl df Au-wqr idMidaF hoieaf mfnvqf vwl Ausdy PrjF aqy krqvF vwl Ausdf iDafn duafieaf.
"nhIN kyvl jI, ieh kMm qyrf myrf nhIN hY. ieh kMm pRsLfsLn df hY. lokF dI BlfeI vfsqy pRbMDF leI AunHF nUM lokF vloN cuixaf jFdf hY, pr lokF nUM ajy qwk vI shI pRbMDk cuxny nhIN afAuNdy. ies dI vjfey ik Auh sulJy hoey pVHy ilKy pRbMDk cuxn pr lok asr rsUK vfly amIr lokF nUM BfvyN Auh kory anpVH hI hox afpxI vot pf ky cux lYNdy hn. ijnHF ivwc pRsLfsLn suXogqf nhIN huMdI. Blf Auh kI lokF df suafrngy?" mnoj ny iewk lMmf sfrf lYkcr JfiVaf.
ies qrHF bihs krdy krdy mnoj jd nyqfvF dy sLosLx AuGfVn lwgdI hY qF kyvl isMG ies ivsy qoN anjfx hox krky aigE bihs nUM bhuqI nf vDfAuNdf. mnoj dI gwl smytx
leI hr sMBv koisLsL krdf. huMGfrf vI bVI DImI afvfjL ivwc idMdf qF ik mnoj nUM smJ lwg jfvy ik AusnUM ies ivsLy bfry Au-wkf igafn nhIN hY. iesy krky hI kyvl isMG ies rfjnIqk ivsLy bfry awgy gwl qornf hI nhIN cfhuMdf sI. mnoj aqy kyvl isMG nUM ivafh krvfieaF hux pUry pMj sfl ho gey hn. AunHF dy Gr nf koeI puwqr hY aqy nf hI koeI DI hY. AunHF df iKafl sI ik Auh afp kmfeI krky afpxy leI pihlF iewk mkfn bxfAuNgy aqy iPr hI Auh afpxI aOlfd bfry socxgy. afpxf Gr KrIdy nUM cfr mhIny ho gey hn. hux Gr nUM sjfAux dIaF skImF mnoj nUM mF bxn qoN rok rhIaF hn. ieh PYslf donf ny bVI KusLI KusLI apnfieaf hoieaf hY.ienHF df ieh Gr mhFngr dI iewk nvIN bxI kflonI ivwc hY. ijs ivwc pfxI df tYNk hY. rsoeI ivwc gYs vflf stov hY. Gr duafly bgIcf hY. aDuink qrIky nfl Gr ivwc ibjlI df pRvfh hY. Pirj hY. ryzIE hY. tYlIvIjLn hY. gwl kI hr jLrUrq vflI vsq mOjUd hY. jy hY nhIN hY qF iewk eyar kMzIsLn nhIN hY. ijs leI Auh awj kwlH rkm joV rhy hn . ies Gr dy dlfn ivwc bYTy afpxIaF mn BfAuNdIaF gwlF krdy aOKIaF GVIaF ibqf rhy hn. smF iqRkflF dy pMj vwj cuwky hn. hux donoN hI kuwJ plF leI cuwp kr gey. bfhr sVk Au-wqoN mVHkYl kuwqy dy BONkx dI afvfjL ny Gr ivwc cuwp dI aMqrfl nUM pUiraf. ivhVy vflI iewk kMD dI nINh ivwc Au-wgy qUq dy drwKq dI tfhxI Au-wpr pwiqaF dI CfvyN bYTIaF GuwgIaF ny guwtkU guwtkU krky Prr Prr cl rhy pwKy dI afvfjL nUM rMgIn bxf idwqf. lOZy vyly dy dlfn ivwc vwD rhy pRCfvyN vwl qwk ky kyvl isMG boilaf," mnoj smF iksy dI AuzIk nhIN krdf. afpxI cfly quiraf jFdf hY. vyK pRCfvF Zwl igaf hY. mYN bjLfroN sbjLI lY afAuNdf hF. dws awj ikhVI sbjLI pkfAuNxI cfhuMdI eyN?" kyvl isMG ny mnoj dI mrjI puwCI.
"mYN skUl qoN vfps afAuNdI afAuNdI ny rsqy ivwcoN ryVHI vfly koloN iBMzIaF KrId leIaF sn. sbjLI dy Bfa qF afsmfn cVHy hoey hn. hr iewk cIjL nUM awg lwgI hoeI hY." mnoj ny ies qrHF kih ky afpxf guwsf srkfr Au-wpr iPr JfiVaf.
"mnoj pihlF qUM vI inwkI huMdI sI. hux vyK ikwzI ho geIN eyN? iesy qrHF smyN nfl hI cIjLF dy Bfa vwDxy hn. afdmI dIaF loVF vwD geIaF hn. hr afdmI dI soc afpxy suK afrfm leI vwD qoN vwD Xqn krnf loVdI hY. ijs leI pYsy dI jrUrq huMdI hY. pYsf qF Bfa vDfAu-x nfl hI pRfpq huMdf hY." ieh kih ky kyvl isMG ny mnoj nUM smJfAuNx dI koisLsL kIqI.
"nhIN kyvl ieh lokF dI Au-wcI rihxI bihxI krky ies qrHF nhIN hY.jykr srkfr cIjLF dy Bfa vDfAuNdI hY qF Aus imkdfr nfl lokF dIaF qnKfhF ikAuN nhIN vDfAuNdI? ieh srkfr dy pRbMDf ivwc GftF hn. ijxsF dy Bfa nUM vwDx qoN roikaf jf skdf hY,jykr nyqfvF dIaF pRbMDk nIqIaF shI hox. ies mihMgfeI nUM rokxf kyNdr srkfr df PrjL hY. ijhVf jMqF dI BlfeI leI PMz alft kIqf jFdf hY, Aus PMz nfl nyqf afpxIaF qjOrIaF Brdy hn. jykr aMqrrfsLtrI bYNk qoN ley gey krjy nUM shI ZMg nfl vriqaf jfvy qF hI kImqF ivwc siQwrqf rih skdI hY. mulk dI rpqnI vDfAuNx nfl hI aMqrrfsLtrI bYNk df krjf Auqfiraf jf skdf hY, pr ley hoey krjy nUM qF nyqf hI hVwp jFdy hn. awj kwlH aijhy keI Gwply Gutfly jMqF dy sfhmxy af rhy hn. jMqF iPr vI cukMnI nhIN hY. awKF mItI cox insLfnF Au-wpr kFty mfrI jFdI hY." ies qrHF mnoj ny afpxI rfjnIqI vflI gwl nUM iPr pkVidaF kyvl isMG dI gwl nUM JuTlfieaf.
kyvl isMG cuwp-cupIqf A-wiTaf aqy rsoeI ivwc jf ky sbjLI vfsqy quVky leI lwsn awDrk aqy ipafj cIrn lwg ipaf. cfh dy kwp ivwcoN cfh df afKrI Guwt BrdI hoeI mnoj ny myjL Au-wproN kwp plytF cuwkIaF aqy rsoeI ivwc jf ky pfxI dI tUtI nUM KolH ky vrqn DOx lwg peI. vrqn DONdI DONdI iPr cIK peI," ieh ngr ingLm vfly tYks qF brfbr df lYNdy hn. lokF nUM afh pfxI vI lgfqfr mhweIaf nhIN kr skdy. ibjlI df hI vyK lAu sfrf idn AUN eIN lwgI rihMdI hY. jdoN hnyry smyN ies dI loV huMdI hY qF ieh BYVI ipwiCAu hI cly jFdI hY. ieh ikho ijhf pRsLfsLn hY?"
kyvl ny mnoj nUM smJfAuNx leI afiKaf," mulk afjLfd hoey nUM ajy awDI sdI qF hoeI nhIN iPr vI qwk ivigafnk pRfpqIaF bhuq ho cuwkIaF hn. awgy ikQy sn eynIaF motr kfrF, bwsF, ryl gwzIaF, tFpU aqy skUtr. hux lok afm leI iPrdy hn. jMqF nUM sPr krn dI ikMnI shUlq ho geI hY?"
"suafh shUlq ho geI hY. lok bwsF, tFpUaF, ryl gwzIaF Au-wpr ieMJ bYTdy hn ijvyN mKIl Au-wpr mwKIaF. bwsF ryl zwzIaF dI afvfjfeI Gwt hox krky hr smyN BIV lwgI rihMdI hY. pRfeIvyt kMpnIaF nUM bwsF dy rUt dy lfeiisMs hI nhIN idwqy jFdy. nf hI afvfjfeI vfsqy pwkIaF sVkF bxfeIaF jFdIaF hn. sfzy mulk dy nyqf ieh nhIN socdy ik ijMnI afvfjfeI jMqF vfsqy sOKI hovygI, Auqny hI kMm kfr vwDxgy. ikAuNik lok sfry kMm ieDr AuDr iPr ky afsfnI nfl kr skxgy." mnoj ies qrHF gwlF krdI krdI rsoeI ivwc quVkf BuMn rhy kyvl isMG kol af KVoqI.
kyvl isMG ny mnoj dI hoNd nUM mihsUsdy hoey ny afpxy hwQ ivwc PVI kVCI mnoj nUM PVf idwqI mnoj ny kVCI nUM vfps kyvl isMG nUM PVfAuNdy hoieaF afiKaf," afh cuwko iBMzIaF mYN kwt idwqIaF hn. qusIN sbjLI iqafr kro. mYN hux aftf guMnH lYNdI hF."
mnoj prfq ivwc aftf pfAuNdI hoeI iPr iPsl peI, "qusIN ies gwl nUM hI ivcfr lAu ik ikrsfn ikMnI imhnq nfl aMnH AupjfAuNdf hY? AusdIaF lfgq vflIaF cIjLF ijvyN bIj, PrtylfeIjLr dy Bfa afsmfn nUM cVHI jFdy hn pr ikrsfn dI pYdfvfr dy muwlF nUM iewk swqf Au-wpr jf ky roikaf jFdf hY. ieh
srkfr dy ZFcy ivwc hI qF nuks hY, hor kI hY?"
sbjLI QwilAu buwJ rhy gYs vwl qwkky kyvl isMG ny mnoj dI gwl df Au-wqr idMdy hoey afiKaf,"lAu hux gYs muwk igaf hY. gYs vfly nUM hor gYs Cwz ky jfx vfsqy afiKaf sI ik nhIN?"
"mYN prsoN df hI AusnUM afiKaf hoieaf hY. kwlH AusnUM Xfd Buwl igaf sI. awj svyry skUl vwl jFdI ny AusnUM Xfd krvfieaf sI. kihMdf sI ik awj cfr vjy jrUr Cwz jfvygf." mnoj ny bVI qswlI nfl kyvl isMG nUM dwisaf.
kyvl isMG ny imwtI dy qyl vflf stov mGfieaf aqy sbjLI vflf pqIlf Aus Au-wpr Dr idwqf. sbjLI iqafr ho jfx mgroN kyvl isMG rsoeI ivcoN bfhr inkl ky soPy Au-wpr af bYTf aqy myj Au-wproN afpxI pusqk cuwk ky pVHn lwg ipaf. aftf guMnHxf, rotI vylxI aqy pkfAuNxI AusnUM nhIN afAuNdI sI. iesy leI sbjLI bxf ky afpxy ihwsy df kMm Kqm kr afieaf sI. mnoj ny rotIaF pkfeIaF qF pros ky Kfxy vfly kmry ivwc jf ky donoN hI Kfx lwg pey. ajy rotI Kf ky ivhly hI hoey sn ik gYs dI boql lY ky sulwKx Gr af Zuwkf.
"vy sulwKxf eynI dyr ikAuN lf idwqI? qUM qy kihMdf sI ik awj cfr vjy qwk gYs jrUr phuMcdf kr dyvyNgf." mnoj ny gYs vfly sulwKx Au-wpr svfl kIqf.
"dIdI jI kI krIey? rsqy ivwc puils df nfkf lwgf hoieaf sI. bhuq smJfieaf ik ieh koeI gYr kfnUMnI mfl nhIN hY. ikAuNik qusIN qF hr smyN, mfl tYks dy ky hI KrIddy ho. afp dy idwqy hoey pYisaF dI rsId nUM mYN dukfn Au-wpr hI Buwl afieaf. vpfr ivwc dIdI jI Byd hI huMdf hY. hor awj kwlH shI kImqF lf ky qF koeI Pfiedf nhIN huMdf? pUry dws rupeIey dy ky puils vfilaF koloN KihVf Cuzf ky afieaF hF." sulwKx ny afpxI dyrI dI vjHf suxfeI aqy vfps muV ipaf.
"lAu hor sux lAu, ieh gwl hY mulk dy rfiKaf dI." mnoj ny ieMJ bVI BVkvIN afvfjL ivwc afiKaf.
kyvl isMG ny Au-wqr idwqf," Auh vI ivcfry kI krn?AunHF dIaF qnKfhF hI eynIaF Gwt hn ik twbrF df gujLfrf eI nhIN cldf."
"bs mYN ieho qF kihMdI hF. srkfr nUM mulk clfAuNxf nhIN afAuNdf, kyvl jI." mnoj ny afpxI ijwq huMdI vyK ky kyvl isMG dI hF ivwc hF imlfeI.
"mnoj jI, mYN keI vfr socdf huMdf hF ik qUM glq nOkrI Au-wpr kMm krdI eyN. qYnUM coxf ivwc ihsf lYxf cfhIdf hY. qUM afp nyqf ikAuN nhIN bx jFdI qF ik ies msUm jMqF dI BlfeI ho sky? nfly puMn nfly PLlIaF." kyvl isMG ny gwl mukfAuNx leI mnoj nUM afiKaf.
"mYN iewklI kI kr skdI hF? iesy leI mYN mfstrnI lwgI hoeI hF qF ik mYN afpxy iKaflF vfly hor iqafr kr skF. mYN qF ieQoN qwk kihMdI hF ijMnF icr Bfrq df hr iewk nfgirk afpxy afp nUM iewk nyqf nhIN smJygf qF mulk dI ieh AulJI hoeI qfxI kdy vI sulJxI nhIN hY. myrI nUMkwlI dy nyqf bx jfx nfl icVI dI cuMJ nfl smuMdr ivwco pfxI pIx vFg hY." mnoj ny kyvl isMG dI qswlI krfAuNx leI ieMJ ikhf ik Auh ijQy kMm krdI hY, cMgI BlI hY.
kyvl isMG ny BrvIN AubfsI lYNdy hoey ny afiKaf," mnoj jI, jykr sfry nyqf hI bx gey qF mulk dy hor kMm kfr kOx sMBflygf?" eynF kihMdy hoieaF Ausny nINd dI lor ivwc afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF.
"myrf mqlb hr iewk pRfxI nUM nyqf dy qOr Au-wpr krmsLIl hox qoN nhIN hY, sgoN lokF dI soc nyqf vrgI soc hoxI cfhIdI hY. Auh soc lokF dy ihwqF bfry hovy pr BirsLt nf hovy. qd hI Auh iksy cMgy nyqf nUM cuxn dy smrwQ ho skdy hn." ieh kihMdI hoeI mnoj ny kyvl isMG dI Au-NGlFdI nINd nUM tkoiraf.
AU-NGdy hoey kyvl isMG ny Au-wqr idwqf," qUM TIk kihMdI eyN mnoj. hux jrf afrfm kr lAu. ieh kMm rfqo rfq nhIN hox vflf. smF pY ky ieh sB kuwJ afpxy afp ho jfxf hY."
kyvl isMG dI gwl suxky mnoj myj Au-wpr peI pusqk nUM cuwkky pVHn lwg peI aqy kyvl isMG gUhVI nINd sON igaf. pwKy
dI Prr Prr krdI afvfjL hux iPr BfrI ho geI. ivhVy vfly qUq dy drwKq Au-wpr icVIaF dI cUM cUM aqy ivhVy ivwc ibwlIaF dI mIafAUN mIafAUN sfP suxn lwg peI sI. pusqk mnoj dI ihwk Au-wproN mUDI ho ky iKsk rhI hY. mnoj ny vI iewk lMmI AubfsI nfl afpxIaF awKF mIt leIaF aqy afpxI ipwT nUM soPy Au-wpr Aulfr ky sON geI.******
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lok nfQ awj qVHky cfr vjy hI ibsqry ivwcoN Au-wT KVy hoey. Au-NJ AunHF sfrI rfq vI Au-wsl-vwty lYNidaF hI lMGfeI sI. Au-wTidaF hI AunHF afpxI GrvflI sLoBf rfxI nUM hlUixaF pr Auh pfsf lY ky plMG dI bfhI nfl jf lwgI. iPr AunHF afpxI iewklOqI lVkI nUM bVI mDur afvfjL mfrI,"Au-wTo rfj bytf, rfqIN jUM afK idwqf sI, svyry jrf jldI Au-wTxf hY."
"AUN AUN, nhIN pfpf !" rfj ny akVyvF lYNdI hoeI ny kMbl mUMh Au-wpr kr ilaf.
lok nfQ ny gOx pihnidaF hI drvfjLf KoilHaf aqy koTI ivwckfr bxI gYlrI duafly tihlx lwg pey. ajy awDf ku cwkr hI mfiraf hoxf jd AunHF afpxI swjI KwbI vwKI Au-wpr dovyN hwQ iewk dm mfry qF Auh AuhnIN pYrIN afpxy kmry vwl muV pey. AunHF afpxy gOx dI iewk jyb ivwcoN isgrtF dI zwbI kwZI aqy dUjI jyb ivwcoN mfcws dI zwbI kwZ ky KVkfeI. bfhr inklidaF hI AunHF isgrt sulgfeI. awDI ku isgrt pI ky Auh guslKfny aMdr jf vVHy.
awj guslKfny ivwc vI bhuqf smF nhIN lfieaf. bfhr inklidaF hI AunHF do ku vfrI sqnfm, hrI Em ikhf aqy iPr qOlIey nfl isr mwlidaF hoieaF afpxy kmry ivwc af bwqIaF jgfeIaF. AunHF nUM Xfd afieaf ik AunHF ny dMd mMjn awj lfieaf hI nhIN aqy iPr guslKfny vwl jfx lwgy vfps muVdy afpy buV-buVfey," clo bhuq smF ajy ." aijhf soc ky Auh afpxy kmry ivwc izwTI afrfm kursI Au-wpr jf bYTy.
bYiTaF bYiTaF AunHF nUM Xfd afieaf ik jrUrI kfgjL qF Auh dPLqr ivwc hI Buwl afey hn. AunHF iPr afpxy mUMh ivwc hI duhrfieaf,"clo sfry aMkiVaF df joV qF AunHF kol hY hI hY. sfhb AunHF Au-wpr hI XkIn kr lvygf. AunHF iPr soicaf ik sfhb qF cfh pIx vfsqy vI musLkl smF kwZygf. hovy nf qF iksy nUM dPLqr Gwl ky Pfiel eyQy Gr hI mMgvf lYNdf hF. AunHF Jwt hI soicaf nhIN nhIN iksy nUM dPLqr Gwlxf TIk nhIN hY. ijs Pfiel aMdr Auh kfgjL ipaf hY Aus ivwc hI lwKF rupeIaF nUM icwitaF krn vfly hor keI kfgjL nwQI kIqy pey hn. Auh QoVI jhI qswlI nfl ieh soc ky bYT gey ik jykr sfhb Gr afey qF afK dyvygf sfry kfgjL pwqr dPLqr pey hn. Aus vyly dPLqr ivwc moey jfxf. jfxgy vI ikvyN? mYN AunHF dy suwK afrfm ivwc koeI ksr nhIN CwzFgf. ijs kfrn Auh dPLqr df mUMh qwk vI dyKxf psMd nhIN krngy. AunHF iPr dUr dI socI jykr AunHF df ierfdf dPLqr jfx df ho vI igaf qF AunHF dy ieDr AuDr hox vyly mYN Auh sB kfgjL Pfiel ivwcoN kwZ ky gwl nijwT lvFgf.
lok nfQ ny afrfm kursI Au-wqoN A-wTky sLoBf rfxI nUM iPr hlUixaF. Auhny Au-wprly kMbl nUM afpxy duafly lpytdI hoeI plMG dy gwBy ho ky bYTx lwgI ny iewk jor dI AubfsI leI qF awKF duafilAu dovF hwQF nfl suwkI hoeI igwd JfV leI. pl ku mgroN sLoBf rfxI ny suwsqI Auqfrn leI iewk BrpUr akVyvF ilaf aqy kMbl afpxy Au-wqoN lfh ky guslKfny ivwc jf vVHI.
lok nfQ ny afpxI muitafr DI nUM iPr afvfjL mfrI," rfj byty, AuNwTo Au-wTo jI, sfhb sLfied svwKqy hI af jfvy. pRfhAuNxy Gr afAuNx qF ies qrHF Gr ivwc suwqf bMdf cMgf nhIN lwgdf."
ies vfr rfj nf ihwlI nf bolI. lok nfQ nvyN kpVy pf ky sLIsLy muhry jf Kloieaf. Ausny afpxy qfjLy muMny hoey mUMh nUM iewk hwQ nfl Guwt ky afpxy buwlH joVidaF buwlH ievyN bfhr nUM kwZ ley ijvyN Bkfny ivwc hvf BrIey qF Auh bfhr nUM Pul jFdf hY. AunHF pMjy Au-NglF afpxy mUMh Au-wpr rgV ky vyKIaF qF AunHF nUM mUMh Au-wpr koeI vfl nhIN rVHikaf. pqf nhIN AunHF nUM afpxy mUMh Au-wpr kI idisaf sI? Auh iewk dm hor sLIsLy dy kol ho gey. mwQy Au-wpr qIVIaF pf leIaF AunHF nUM jfipaf ijvyN sfhb awj AunHF dIaF afsF Au-wpr pfxI Pyr dyvygf. jd Auh afpxI kmjLorI nUM afpxy sfhb dI kmjLorI vI smJx lwg pey qF iPr Auh kuwJ Xfd krky muskRf pey. AunHF afpxI sYktrI nUM vI Gr bulfieaf hoieaf sI aqy lok nfQ ny AusnUM vI sfrI gwl smJfeI hoeI sI. afpxI sYktrI Au-wpr AunHF nUM pUrf Brosf sI ik ijvyN Auh PfielF nUM sfP suwQrf rwK skdI hY iqvyN sfhb nUM sFBx ivwc AusnUM koeI idwkq nhIN afeygI. Auh bVy hOsly nfl afpxy vflF ivwc kMGI Pyrn lwg pey.
sLoBf rfxI ny kmry ivwc afx ky vwzy sLIsLy awgy KVo ky afpxy vflF nUM ncoiVaf aqy iPr muhrnUM mUDI ho ky iewk dm Au-wTdI hoeI ny vflF nUM ipwCF nUM CMz idwqf. Ausdy lMmy lMmy vflF ny dovyN moZy Zwk ley. Ausdf mUMh ies qrHF sfP idwsx lwg ipaf ijvyN bwdlF ivwcoN huxy hI cMn inkilaf hY. sLoBf rfxI df gorf inCoh ichrf sLIsLy nUM cfr cMn lf igaf. sLoBf rfxI sLIsLy muhirE Au-wT ky rfj dy plMG Au-wpr jf bYTI. Ausny rfj nUM mfVf ijhf hlUixaf qF rfj AusdI vwKIN ivwc vVH geI. sLoBf rfxI ny afpxIaF bfhF dIaF kUhxIaF nUM iZwz nfl lfAuNdI hoeI ny afpxO dovyN hwQ goizaF Au-wpr rwK ley aqy afpxI DOx pUrI ipwCF lmkf ky donF pfisaF nUM ihlfeI qF mUMh Au-wpr afAuNdy vflF nUM vI ipwCFh kr ilaf. vflF ivwc Psy pfxI dy hlky hlky iqwpky jd rfj dy mUMh AuNwpr pey qF Ausny vI afpxI awK pwt leI. sLoBf rfxI ny lok nfQ dI qlKI ivwc sLrIk hox leI afiKaf," eynF mUMh nHyry Au-wTx df Blf kI lfB hoeygf?"
lok nfQ ny kMGI nUM sLYlP Au-wpr rwKdy hoey ny afiKaf," pUry Cy vwj gey hn. rfj ajy qwk nhIN Au-wTI. sLoBf jI jrf AusnUM AuTfE nf."
"jI peI rihx idAu, kwl Auh afpxy sfhb dy Gr pfrtI Au-wpr geI sI. izsko krdI ivcfrI Qwk tuwt geI hoeygI. nuwkl-pfxI vI rfqIN kuwJ ijLafdf hI pI geI lwgdI sI." sLoBf rfxI ny afpxy idl dy tukVy dI byafrfmI TIk Ausy qrHF mihsUs kIqI ijvyN Auh jd kdI afpxy sfhb dy Gr pfrtI Kf ky byafrfmI mihsUs krdI huMdI hY. AusnUM sfhbF dIaF ijLwdF df pUrf pUrf igafn sI.
"rfj ajy kuafrI hY. iesnUM bhuqIaF pfrtIaF sLfrtIaF ivwc nf jfx idaf kr sLoBf rfxI." lok nfQ ny afpxI sYktrI nfl KfDI pfrtI qoN bfad mwsqy vfqfvrn nUM awKF sfhmxy ilafAuNdy hoey ny afiKaf.
"jI koeI mUMh ivwc qF nhIN pfAuNx lwgf. bMdy kol afpxy gwts vI qF hoxy cfhIdy hn. bfbU jI awj kwlH dy bwcy qF bhuqIaF nokF JokF nhIN shfrdy." sLoBf rfxI ny lok nfQ nUM smJfAuNx dI koisLsL kIqI.
lok nfQ ny iewk idn jd dPLqr ivwc afpxy sfry stfP nUM bIar, ivskI, rm aqy hor keIaF boqlF dy zwt KolHy sn qF Aus idn afpxI siBaqf df sdf hI pRcfr krn vflI kuVI qoqy vFg ptfkdI kihMdI,"muMzf kuVI rfjI qF kI krygf kfjI." ies gwl nUM Xfd krky lok nfQ awbVvfhy iPr bol ipaf," nuwkl-pfxI sLwk ky qF sLoBf rfxI ieh sfry gwts mom vFg ipwGl jFdy hn."
afpxy bfry ho rhIaF gwlF nUM suxdI rfj afpxf Au-wcI sfh nf lYNdI, pr gwts vflI gwl rfj df hOslF bulMd kr geI. rfqIN jd Auh afpxy sfhb dIaF bglF ivwc bYTI bVy aMdfjL nfl afK rhI sI," quhfzIaF bglF ivwc bih ky mYnUM afpxy mfipaF df zr nhIN pfhuMdf." kMbl ivwc lpytI rfj afpxy srIr nUM sfhb dIaF bglF ivwc afieaf hoieaf klpdI. AusdI nINd ijvyN KMB lf ky Au-wz geI huMdI hY. Auh Jwt pwt Au-wT ky guslKfny ivwc vVH geI.
svyr dy swq vwj gey. pRvfr dy iqMny jI afpxy afpxy nvyN kpVy pf ky swj Dwj gey. lok nfQ ny afpxI sYktrI nUM Pon Gumfieaf. aigE koeI jvfb nhIN imilaf. Auh kmry ivwc tihlx lwg pey. kdy Auh kMD Au-wpr lmkdy Bgvfn ikRsLn jI dy klMzr vwl vyKdy aqy kdy mhfqmF gFDI jI dy klMzr vwl afpxIaF awKF gwz lYNdy. ikRsLn Bgvfn jI dy klMzr vwl vyK ky afKdy," Bgvfn jI, jykr quhfzy rMg vFg quhfzf idl kflf huMdf qF mYN ies klMzr nUM sLIsLy ivwc jVvf ky rwKdf. mhfqmF gFDI dy mhfqmF bx jfx df AunHF nUM bhuq duK huMdf . Auh kmry ivwc peI kdy koeI cIjL cuwkdy nUMqy muV Ausy jgHf Au-wpr itkf idMdy aqy kdy iksy cIjL nUM hwQ lfAuNdy. ies qrHF lwgdf sI ijvyN sfhb dI ieMqjLfr krnI AunHF vfsqy aOKI hoeI hoeI hY.
rfj ny lok nfQ dI kMDyVI cVH ky AunHF koloN puwiCaf," pfpf jI, quhfzf sfhb ikMnI ku Aumr df hoeygf?"
"eyhI koeI aTfeI AunwqI vrHy df hoeygf." rfj nUM afpxy sfhb dI Aumr dwsky lok nfQ ny afpxy mwQy Au-wpr hwQ rwK ky afpxy isr nUM hlUixaF aqy socx lwg pey. pihlf sfhb BfvyN vzyrI Aumr df ho igaf sI pr Ausny kdy AunHF dI sYktrI df afKf nhIN sI moiVaf. pqf nhIN awj ies nvyN sfhb df kI rveIaf hoeygf. iPr vI AusnUM afpxI sYktrI Au-wpr pUrf pUrf Brosf sI ik sfhb nUM AusdI sYktrI jrUr Brmf leygI.
jd kMDyVI cVHI rfj ny iksy cfa ivwc lok nfQ dy srIr nUM afpxy srIr nfl dohF pfisaF nUM ihlfieaf qF lok nfQ kuwJ Xfd krky kMb gey. ijs idn AunHF afpxy sfhb-puxy dy GumMz ivwc iksy dy Gr jf ky rfj vrgI kuVI Au-wpr afpxI awK rwK leI sI. ieh soc ky Ausny rfj dy dohF hwQF nUM afpxy gl duafilE lfhuMdy hoey ny mF-DI nUM afiKaf," sfhb myry kol pihlI vfr af irhf. qusIN donF sfzI gwl ivwc koeI huMgfrf nhIN Brnf. mYN jfxf jF myrI sYktrI."
AusdI sYktrI vI swj Dwj ky AunHF dy Gr phuMc geI. lok nfQ ny jd afpxI psMd df KrIidaf hoieaf sUt afpxI sYktrI dy gl pihinaf hoieaf vyiKaf qF Auh gwd gwd ho gey. AunHF afpxI sYktrI nUM bVI afAu-Bgq nfl soPy Au-wpr ibTfieaf aqy afp vI afrfm kursI Au-pr bYTidaF afiKaf,"rfj bytf, afrfm nfl bYTy hux bVy cMgy lwgdy ho."
rfj ny lfz ivwc afAuNdI hoeI ny lok nfQ dy pwtF Au-wpr bYTdI hoeI ny afiKaf," pfpf, mYnUM vI afpxI sYktrI vrgf sUt smf ky dyxf. mYnUM dPLqr ivwc ienHF kpiVaF nUM pihn ky afpxy
afp nUM kuwJ hor qrHF lwgdf hY.""ilaf idaFgy bytf,afpF hux ikhVf sUt KrIdx cwly hF. kwlH ilaf idaFgy." ieh kih ky lok nfQ ny jd afpxI sYktrI vwl qwikaf qF huxy huxy Ausdf hvs ivwc gVuwc lwg irhf bfxf sbUqf hI afpxI DI dy pihrfvy ivwc vwitaf jfipaf. lok nfQ kuwJ socx hI lwgf sI jd nUM bfhr iksy kfr dy KV jfx df KVfkf ijhf hoieaf. Ausny afpxI sYktrI nUM iesLfrf kIqf aqy Auh sfry kmry ivwc cly gey ijQy AunHF afpxy sfhb df suafgq krnf sI.
lok nfQ df sfhb afpxI huMdI iewjLq aqy eynF inwGf suafgq qwk ky kuwJ pwlHm ijhf igaf. lok nfQ ny syvf ivwc koeI ksr nhIN CwzI. AunHF afpxI sYktrI dIaF isPqF dy pul bMnH idwqy. ijAuN ijAuN lok nfQ afpxI sYktrI dIaF isPqF krdy sn qF sux sux AusdI DI rfj dy mn ivwc keI AumMgF aqy qrMgF lihrF vFg Au-wTdIaF. Auh afpxy bfp koloN AunHF dy afey sfhb sfhmxy afpxI isPq vI krfAuNxf cfhuMdI sI. lok nfQ df sfhb, rfj dy sfhb df sfrf pRqfp rfj dy mn ivwcoN sfP kr igaf sI. rfj dIaF njLrF ny afpxy pfpf dy sfhb dIaF njLrF nUM keI vfr kwitaf. afp hudrI ho ky bolx dI Ausny keI vfr koisLsL kIqI pr Auh DVkdy idl Au-wpr afpxy dovyN hwQ rwK ky bYTI rhI. jd lok nfQ df sfhb mfno AusdI sYktrI dIaF hor isPqF nUM sihx nhIN kr sikaf qF afiKr Ausny afK hI idwqf," lok nfQ jI, iewk cMgI sYktrI bx jfx dy gux qF quhfzI afpxI DI ivwc vI mOjUd hn."
ieh sux ky lok nfQ sV bl igaf. sfrf guwsf afpxI EprI jhI muskRfht ivwc Goldf hoieaf boilaf," jI, bVI hoxhfr lVkI hY."
ieh suxdI hI rfj afpxy pfpf dy pwtF Au-wpr afx ky bYT geI. lok nfQ hux kuwJ kih vI nf sikaf. Auh ies qrHF pihlI vfr nhIN sI bYTI. jd vI lok nfQ ny rfj dI isPq kIqI sI qF rfj Jwt iesy qrHF hI Ausdy pwtF Au-wpr bYT jFdI sI. rfj dI ies afdq kfrn hI rfj df sfhb rfj Au-wqoN afpxI jfn vfrn qwk quwilaf hoieaf hY.
lok nfQ dy sfhb ny AunHF nUM hukm kIqf ik Aus pfs vkq bhuq Gwt hY. lok nfQ afpxy sfry kfgLjL cuwk ilafvy qF ik AunHF Au-wpr srsrI jhI njLr Gumf sky.
"lAu jI eynI kfhlI dI vI ikhVI gwl hY? kuwJ icr hor syvf df mOkf idAu." lok nfQ ny afpxy sfhb awgy qrlf krky rfj aqy sLoBf rfxI nUM AuQoN tflH idwqf. jFdI jFdI rfj drvfjLf twpx lwgI afpxI DOx nUM Gumf ky ipwT vwl kr geI. lok nfQ ny afpxy sfhb qoN kuwJ imMtF dI muhlq mMgI qF afpxI sYktrI nUM AunHF kol hI Cwz igaf.
AunHF dI sYktrI dI cfplosI nUM smJ ky lok nfQ df sfhb iewk dm Au-wT KVoieaf. Ausny lok nfQ dI sYktrI dy awg Au-wgldy BfvF df syk nf ilaf. AusdI jLihr BrI njLr afpxI njLr ivwc Gulx nf idwqI. bVI suihrdqf nfl lok nfQ dI sYktrI nUM icqfvnI krky cilaf igaf ik Auh afpxy sfhb nUM dws dyvy ik hr afdmI dI kuVI kmjLorI nhIN huMdI. kuwJ afdmI afpxy afp nUM pUrn mnuwK bxfAuNx df sMGrsL vI krdy hn.
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svyr dI hI afsmfn Au-wpr gihr jhI CfeI hoeI hY. ipMzF dy KyqF ivwc PslF Au-wpr qRyl mINh dIaF ikxIaF vFg peI hoeI hY. rfhF ivwc ikqy ikqy hlkI jhI DuMd dy igwlty jhy bwJy pey hn. sLihrF ivwc pwkIaF sVkF qRyl nfl iBwjIaF peIaF hn. sVkF duafly dI kwcI jLmIn slfBI jhI peI hY. TMZ eynI ku hY ik gwl svYtr pf ky vI afdmI TrU TrU krdf hY. ijAuN ijAuN sUrj Audy hoeI jFdf qF gihr vrgI DuMd alop huMdI jFdI. nON vwjdy qwk sUrj pUrf cmk ipaf. sUrj eynF iqwKf cmkdf sI ik Aus vwl qwikaF slfBIaF awKF nhIN sI Au-wGVdIaF. sUrj vwl qwkx vflf hr iensfn ieho socdf ijvyN Auh ajy huxy hI suwqf ipaf Au-wiTaf hY. plF ivwc hI sfrf afsmfn nIlf ho igaf. ikqy ikqy iqwqr-KMbI jhI afsmfn Au-wpr idwsdI ijhVI sUrj dy ilsLkfry nfl hOlI hOlI cfnx df Bfa PVdI geI. pUry nON vjy hI kriPAU nUM ZylH af geI sI.
kriPAU ivwc ZylH afAux dI hI dyr sI ik bjLfrF ivwc hPLVf-dwPLVI mc geI. dukfnF dy ijLMdry KuwlHx lwg pey. keI purfxI jVHq vfly drvfijLaF dI KuwlHx dIaF cIk-ichfVy vrgIaF afvfjLF sLihr dy dUjy pfsy suxn lwgIaF. koeI guaFZI dukfndfr nUM afvfjL mfrdf ieAuN suxdf," srdfr sfihb afp suvf suvf pRysLfn idKfeI dyqy ho! ikaf bfq hY? rfq bIvI sy JgVf qo nhIN hUaf."
koeI sVk pfr krky iksy hor dukfndfr dI dukfn dy drvfijLaF nUM KolHx ivwc mwdd krdf afK irhf suxdf,"Eey DIrj mwl, kuwJ Kfieaf pIaf kr ! sfrI idhfVI KoqI cuMGdf rihMdf eyN. qFhIE qYQoN hwt df vfr nhIN KuwlHdY.
iewk pqlf aqy lMmf ijhf bhuq hI lMmI dfhVI vflf mnuwK cONk ivwcoN inkl ky bjLfr ivwc afpxI dukfn vwl vfho-dfhI vwD irhf hY. KuwlHIaF aqy KuwlH rhIaF dukfnF sfhmixE ijAuN ijAuN gujLrdf qF Auh ieho jhy svflF df jvfb idMdf qurdf igaf,"mOlvI jI nmwsqy, siq sRI nUMkfl beI mOlvIaf, awslfmFlykm BfeI jFn afid."
bfjLfr ivwc Zfby vfly aMgITIaF nUM pwKIaF Jwl Jwl mGf rhy hn. pnsfrI dI dukfn vfilaF ny dukfnF sfhmixE rVkf Pyr ky sfP kr ilaf hY. Pl-PrUt vflIaF ryVHIaF dy mflkF ny afpo afpxIaF QfvF Au-wpr pfxI df iCVkf krky, ryVHIaF Au-wpr kyly, sMgqry, mflty, syb, nfKF, aflU-buKfry aqy aMgUr afid sjfAuNxy arMB idwqy hn. mUMgPlI aqy Coly- BtUry vycx vflIaF ryVHIaF vfilaF ny bws dy awzy Au-wpr afpxf hI cIk-ichfVf pfieaf hoieaf hY.
bws awzy qoN bfhr inklidaF hI Kwby pfsy koeI bIh ku gwj Au-wpr iewk KoKf bfby bohV dy muwZ vFg KVHf hY. Aus Au-wpr iliKaf hoieaf hY,"puls shfieqf."
Aus KoKy dy duafly cfr pulsIey gyVHIaF kwZ rhy hn. ispfhI sohx isMG ny rwisaF vrgI afpxI bwJI pwg nUM dohF hwQF nfl awgy ipwiCAuN PVH ky isr Au-wpr rgiVHaf. Ausny kuwJ afrfm mihsUs krky afpxI KuwlHI dfhVI Au-wpr dovyN hwQ Pyr ky afpxy hwQF Au-wpr PUk mfr ky hwQF nfl icMbVy vfl Auzf idwqy. Ausny kMbl dI mfrI buwkl nUM lfh ky KoKy ivwc vgfh mfiraf aqy moZy Au-wqy lmkfeI hoeI bMdUk nUM KoKy dy shfry KVHI krky iewk akVyvF lY ky iewk jLor dI AubfsI leI qF Ausdy kol dI lMGdI aOrq ny Aus vwl afpxI awK pwt ky vyiKaf qF puils vflf afpxIaF dovyN bfhvF lmkfAuNdf hoieaf muskRf ipaf. sohx isMG kol KVy sfQI ispfhI nUM kihx lwgf," Eey suMdrf, isr Au-wpr topI puwTI leI hoeI hY."
ijAuN hI sohx isMG ny afpxf hwQ AusdI topI nUM iswDI krn vfsqy vDfieaf qF Ausdy hwQ nfl suMdr dI mwGdI iswgrt Ausdy mUMh ivwc GuwtI hoeI DrqI Au-wpr izwg peI. jd suMdr ny nIvyN ho ky izwgI iswgrt nUM cuwkx dI koisLsL kIqI qF AusdI topI sohx isMG dy hwQ ivwc hI rih geI. ipwiCAuN kol KVHy sLrmy ny Ausdy pwtF Au-wpr afpxI rwPLl dI hwQVI Gsf idwqI. jd suMdr ny sfvDfn huMdy hoey ny afpxIaF awKF Au-wproN igwd JfVHdy hoey ny afpxI topI PVHI qF cfry jxy iKV-iKVf ky hws pey.
bws dI ieMqjLfr krdIaF sVk Au-wpr KVHIaF svfrIaF ny ipMzF ivwcoN afeI bws nUM koeI ikwlo-mItr dUr jI tI roz dy cONk vwl muVHdI nUM qwikaf qF sfiraF dy ichiraF Au-wpr rOxk af geI. lok kol KVy puils aiDkfrIaF dI vI nf pRvfh krdy hoey sVk dy ivwckfr vwl nUM iewk dUjy qoN muhry huMdy gey. puils aiDkfrIaF ny hr gwl axgOlI kIqI hoeI sI aqy afpxIaF hI rMg-rlIaF ivwc msq hwsI jf rhy sn.
ipMzF ivwcoN afAuNdIaF bwsF hux TIk smyN Au-wpr cwlHx lwg peIaF sn. ieh ies krky ikAuNik vwzy vwzy sLihrF ivwc kriPAU lwgf huMdf sI. bwsF vfilaF nUM jy afmdnI sI qF isrP ipMzF ivwcoN qVksfr qurIaF bwsF vloN hI ho rhI sI. ijQy awgy pyNzU lok bws nUM KVy AuzIkdy itwky dupihry nUM ipMzF dy bws awizaF qoN pYdl qur pYNdy sn AuQy awj kwlH do do bwsF KVHIaF svfrIaF dI AuzIk krdIaF sn. cONk ivwc muVHn nUM KVHI bws svyry Cy vjy dI koeI pMjfhF ipMzF ivwcdI rINGdI svfrIaf cuwkdI ny kriPAU lwgy hoey sLihr ivwc afx afpxy goz lf ley sn . mohn lfl AunHF ipMzF ivwcoN hI bws kMpnI df iewk bhuq hI purfxf aqy qjLrwbfkfr bws cflk sI ijs Au-wpr bws kMpnI nUM Ausdy JwKVH-nHyrI idn-rfqy ihPLfjLq nfl bws clfAuNx dy bIhF sflF dy qjLrwby Au-wpr Kyd sI. AunHF ipMzF ivwcoN hI gurmIq isMG hwd df piVHaf iliKaf ijhVf GotvIN pwg bMnHky rwKdf sI, Auh mohn lfl dI bws df itwkt kuilwktr sI. lfgy Cfgy ipMzF ivwc msLhUr mMdr df buwZf pujfrI afpxI ieklOqI muitafr DI nUM nfl lY ky sLihr ivwcoN Ausdy ivafh vfsqy kpVy KrIdx leI ies bws Au-wpr ciVHaf sI. hux nf hI AusdI GrvflI jIAuNdI sI aqy nf hI koeI Ausdf hor aMg-sfk ihMd-pfk sMqflI dy dMigaF ny ies dunIaf Au-wpr rihx idwqf sI. sMqflI dI adlf bdlI kfrn sfk-sMbMDIaF aqy GrvflI dy vCoVy aqy iewklqf ny AusnUM pujfrI bx jfx dI ivdvqf qwk phuMcf idwqf. Ausny afpxI DI nUM kuwCV cuwkky lorIaF idwqIaF sn aqy afp hux AusdI god ivwc bwicaF vFg pl irhf sI. mOq nUM jwPIaF pfAuNdI BfgvqI iafpxy iewklOqy puwqr hMs rfj nUM kflj ivwc dfKl krfAuNx leI sLihr vwl qVHky hI ieh bws PVHky afeI sI. BfgvqI dy pqI ikRsLn cMdr nUM dws sfl ho gey qpidwk dI bImfrI Kf geI sI. Auh hux ipMz dy ijLMmIdfrF jF aFZ-guaFZ dy afsry hI afpxy juafn puwq dIaF bfhvF Au-wpr afpxy afKrI sfh rwKx dIaF afsF lfeI bYTI sI. ies bws dI iewk svfrI rfm srnI awDI ku sdI nUM Zuwk geI hY. cflIvyN vrHy ZuwkdI nUM AusnUM vihm ho igaf ik hux Auh aONqrI hI ies dunIaF qoN cwl vsygI pr iksy isafxy dy afKy jdoN Auh aMimRqsr srovr ivwc afpxy pqI ivkrm nfl iesLnfn krky afeI sI qF vfihgurU ny cVHdy sfl hI AunHF dy Gr muMzy dI dfd bKsLI sI. rmysL dy pYdf hox mgroN Auh rmysL dy jnm vfly idn hr sfl aMimRqsr srovr nuhfAuNx jFdy sn. rfm srnI nUM afpxy pqI ivkrm nUM kihMdI hoeI nUM dws sfl ho gey sn ik Gwto Gwt sRI aMmRqsr jFdy hoey hI pwg sjf ilaf kry pr AunHF df iKafl sI ik mn ivwc sLrDf hoxI cfhIdI hY. pwg bMinHaF ikhVI myrI sLrDf BMg ho jfxI hY. rfm srnI ny awj rmysL dy isr Au-wpr gUhVf Bf mfrdI sMdlI rMg dI pwg sjfeI sI aqy bws ivwc cVHky mUMh nHyry hI iqMny jIa aMimRqsr nUM qur pey sn. bws ny cONk qwk AupVidaF afpxy ihldy joVF nUM sMBfilaf aqy kriPAU dy smyN nUM pUry ho jfx dI ieMqjLfr sLihr dy bfhr-vfr hI kr leI sI. bws aMdr bhuq gihmF gihmI ho geI sI. cOk kol afeI bws hOlI ho geI qF bws duafly mMgqy svfrIaF nUM duafvF dy rhy sn. cIjLF vycx vfly iCwp vFg bws ivwc cVHky kuwJ aijhy hoky dy rhy sn," grmoN-grm inMbUvflI dfl, rupeIey dy do do sMgqry rupeIey dI ikqfb nfl nvyN-sfl dI XMqrI muwPq, mUMgPlI df zUnF awT afny, KMz dIaF ryvVIaF vfly rupeIey dy do mrUMzy afid."
bws cflk mohn lfl ny mUMgPlI vycx vfly nUM hfk mfr ky afiKaf," ary muMzU, kdy mUMgPlI vI iKlf idaf kr."
muMzU ny GVvF jvfb idwqf," aTwnI kwZo, huxy Kuaf idMdf hF."
bws ivwc bYTIaF sfrIaF svfrIaf Au-wcI Au-wcI hws peIaF. hfsf DImF ho jfx Au-wpr iPr svfrIaF dIaF afps ivwc gwlF iCwV peIaF. ivkrm ny ikhf," pujfrI jI suixaf, qusIN lVkI df ivafh Dr idwqf hY."
"hF beI jFdy jFdy rihMdf Bfr vI afpxy moZy Au-wqoN lfh ky hI jfxf hY." pujfrI jI ny afKidaF BfgvqI nUM iPr sMboDn kIqf," hMs rfj hux ikMnvIN jmfq ivwc pVHdf hY BfgvqI?"
"pujfrI jI ies ny hfier sYkMzrI pfs kr leI hY. ies sfl awj iesnUM awgy ies sLihr kflj ivwc dfKl krvfAuNx afeIN hF." BfgvqI ny pujfrI nUM dwisaf.
"ies dI pVHfeI leI bVy duwK AuTfey ny qUM BfgvqI." pujfrI ny BfgvqI nfl hmdrdI pRgtfeI.
"asIN afpxf PLrjL pUrf kr dyxf hY awgy ienHF dI iksmq . sfzy leI kuwJ krn jF nf krn, ieh ienHF dI mrjI." BfgvqI ny kihky afpxIaF awKF Br leIaF ijvyN AusnUM lokF vFg afpxI aOlfd df koeI afsrf nsIb hoxf hI nhIN huMdf.
hMs rfj ny afpxI mF dIaF awKF ivwc aQrU afey vyK ky afiKaf," mF mYN lokF dy muMizaF vFg qyrf aihsfn nhIN BulfvFgf. mYN qyry afKrI sfh qwk qyrf sfQ inBfvFgf."
"bVf bIbf puwq eyN." rfmsrnI ny aglI sIt Au-wpr bYTI ny BfgvqI vwl vyK ky afiKaf aqy afpxy pwtF Au-wpr bYTy rmysL dI pwg suafrn lwg peI. jd nUM bws ny jI tI roz ivwc afpxf moV kwt ilaf sI. itwkt kulYktr gurmIq isMG ny puils aiDkfrIaF nUM KoKy duafly KiVHaF nUM qwikaf qF Ausny mohn lfl nUM afiKaf," beI mwKIaF iBxkdIaF, bws awzy ivwc hI lY cwl."
mohn lfl ny hrI-Em afK ky ruwkdI ruwkdI bws nUM awzy ivwc lY viVHaf. bws cVHn leI sVk ivwckfr huMdIaF svfrIaF afpo afpxf smfn cuwkky bws mgr bws awzy vwl nUM dOV peIaF. puils aiDkfrIaF ny ieh afpxI ijwq smJI aqy iPr iKV-iKrf ky hws pey.
awzy ivwc pqf nhIN kI kihr vrq igaf. cVHn vflIaF svfrIaF nUM iewk muwC-Puwt gBrU srdfr ny bws dIaF svfrIaF nUM psqOl dI nok Au-wpr qol rwiKaf sI. diewk awD-KV srdfr ny bws qoN Au-wqrdIaF svfrIaF vwl msLIngMnf dIaF nflIaF nUM AunHF dIaF DuMnIaF ivwc dy ky vfps bws Au-wpr hI cfVH idwqf sI. iewk srdfr ny awzy ivwc ieMqjLfr krdIaF bws duafly hoeIaF svfrIaF nUM msLIngMn dy shfry nfl rok ky gMBIr kIqf hoieaf sI. sBnf svfrIaF dIaF golIaF qoN zridaF jLbfnf qflU nfl jf lwgIaF sn. ies dihdwsL nUM puils ny afpxy hfsy ivwc lko ilaf. iewk psqOl vfly ny monDfrI mohn lfl, mMdr dy pujfrI, ivkrm aqy hMs rfj nUM bws ivwcoN Auqfr ilaf sI. dUjf psqOl vflf srdfr bws ivwc bYTIaF svfrIaF dIaF njLrF sfhmxy psqOl GuMmfAuNdf bws dy drvfjLy nUM zfh lf ky KVo igaf. awK dI Por ivwc mohn lfl, mMdr df pujfrI, ivkrm aqy hMs rfj golI dI Tfh Tfh nfl DrqI Au-wpr cOpft izwg pey sn. QwlVIaF svfrIaF dy vwg df rfKf srdfr jd ivkrm dI loQ Au-wproN nwT ky twpx lwgf qF Auh ivkrm dy hwQ Au-wpr nUMEmnUM df insLfn vyK ky afpxI ikrpfn nfl Ausdf guwt judf krdf hoieaf afpxy sfQIaF nfl dOV ky jf rilaf sI.
bws qoN Au-wqr ky pujfrI dI kuVI pujfrI dI loQ Au-wpr byhosL ho ky izwg peI. gurmIq isMG mohn lfl dI lfsL kol KVHf hMJU kyr irhf sI. BfgvqI hMs rfj dI lmkdI DOx afpxy pwtF Au-wpr rwK ky rOx lwg peI sI. rfm srnI aqy rmysL afpxy sihkdy ivkrm kol jf ky vYx pfAuNx lwg pey. sihkdy ivkrm ny rmysL nUM gwlvwkVI ivwc lYx leI afpxI twukI hoeI bFh nUM Au-qFh nUM Aulfiraf qF AusdI sMdlI pwg nUM lhU nfl rMg k afpxI DOx nfl hI pwg nUM vI DrqI Au-wpr suwt ilaf. lhU-rMgI pwg rmysL ny afpxy ipqf ivkrm dy isr Qwly rwKdy hoey ny Ausdy kwty hoey hwQ nUM DrqI Au-wproN cuwikaf aqy hwQ Au-pr ilKy hoey nUMEmnUM nUM cuMm ilaf. puils aiDkfrI pYNdy vYx Au-wpr kirwJdy hoey awzy vwl iZwck iZwck krdy qur pey. jd qwk Auh iqMny srdfr bjLfr ivwc golIaF dI vCfV krdy hoey hvf vFg Prfr ho gey. iewk jMgl-pfxI geI mjLdUrnI ny qwikaf ik AunHF ny afpxIaF nklI dfhVIaF aqy pwgF lfh ky sLihroN bfhr vgdI beIN ivwc roVH idwqIaF aqy JfVIaF ivwc aslf aqy msLIngMnF lukfAuNdy hoey sLihr vwl qur pey sn.
AunHF rsqy ivwc iewk mMdr ivwc afpxf mwQf Gsfieaf. iewk gFDI topI vfly ny mMdr dy pujfrI nUM hukm kIqf," ienHF dy mwQy Au-wpr cMdn df iqlk lgf idE."